Chapter 6
So Alex entered in the room, closing the door behind him. As if what we were about to do would be private. And actually it was. But I was afraid something went wrong, I didn't want to lie to him... So I was gonna tell him what really happened to me. No stupid lies, just the truth truth, I didn't matter how false it would sound. I knew he trusted in me.
"So, can I sleep here, with you...?" He asked smoothly.
"You mean in the same bed? all night? I mean, yes...You can..." I answered.
"I can feel you're nervous. Are you okay?" Touching my forehead.
"You aren't warm, you don't seem to have fever. Do you have a headache?"
"NO!! Yes.. I.. Look, I don't wanna scream to you, but do I look like if I was stupid...?
"Heyy. I didn't say that!" He replied back obviously uncormftable with this situation.
"Look, you can sleep here if you want. But leave me alone, don't tou--"
"No, look you. I'm not gonna sleep with someyone I can't touch."
"What? Why? You're acting stupid Alex!!" I was getting cross.
"Just LIKE YOU!"
"Ok, don't scream at me."
"I do whatever I wanna do!!!!! ..."
Then I got like a sort of shiver through my whole body. And felt like I was gonna start crying. But I couldn't cry... I felt strange, maybe I wouldn't have confidence on him no more.
".. Sorry. I, ..."
"I'm, never mind. I'm getting a headache, so if you can go please..."
"I'm sorry Reb. I love you, I don't wanna lose you. But sometimes I nearly do. Like last Tuesday. When you went with Dilan and Karen to that shop without telling me anything. I got scared because I thought you were at Starbucks, but suddenly you wenren't. I thought you forgot about me... You understand?"
"Bye. Goodnight." I whipered smoothly. And I gave him a short smile so that he realised I wasn't that angry.
"Sorry, I didn't meant to say that. Um... Bye." He said unhappy.
But I need to realise something quite important. With any boy, at any relaitionship, at any time of you're relaishionship, you'll have any sort of fight. Because at the end of the day, love without pain, isn't really romance.
Still, I feel sad about what has just happened. I wanted to make up our realationship more strong as before. And luck is by my side. Headache isn't now on my mind.
So I changed my clothes, I wore my pink. I didn't told him that I was on the shop that I went with Dilan and Karen (some friends of Brianna that were at Qatar as "tourists").
It was short, cute, sexy, hot, beautiful and amazing. You could only use it for sleeping because that was what's for. Then, I got off my black-HIGH-high-heels. And touched the frozen dark marble floor. Walked to the door with my feet. Every step felt like an ice arrow to my legs. I walked down the hallway, to Alex's room. Assuming he was there. I wanted to make him see what he meant to me. All the time I let him down, I wanted to show the I was sorry, and thank him. Thank him because he never said me goodbye, and he said always how much he loved me. He was the one who made me breathe safe. He was the one I liked to talk to, he made me laugh. And without him I couldn't live. I could never ever let him leave, not at all. I wish we hadn't got this fight ever. But as I said; Love Without Pain, Isn't Really Romance. I hope he knows I'll try to be with him forever. And all the pain, the tears I cried. He was there for me, so I felt safe and happy again. He's much more than I could ever dream of.
I opened his door. And there he was listening to music. Loud, but sweet. I never thought he listened to Avril Lavigne.
"I like this song." I said sweetly.
"Yeah, me too. Sometimes Avril Lavigne is awsome! It's 'I will be'..." He said. He was looking at something on his new MacBook. He still didn't turn his face to me. I hope he likes what he sees.
"..Hi again. I missed you."
"Umm.. It's only been 2 minutes since I was gone."
"Even that is much."
"Ok. This is strange, before you were like angry, and now you look..." He turned to me. And looked upside down. I got red, really red.
"You look... aWsOmE." He confessed with a shiver round his body.
"I love you." I said.
"Me too.." The background music made us kiss inmediatley. Touching ourselves and near each other as possible.
"I'm sorry I was being mean."
"No, I'm sorry. I should of never shout at you."
"You're all I really ever wanted. You're more than what I had on mind before this 2 months."
"Haha.." He laughed at me. Looked me deep into my eyes. And frozen me in that place. And kissed me gently all ways I never experienced.
"Don't ever let me go, love." He whispered.
"I wont." I answered back to him. Sure about what I had just said.
So he grabbed me to bed and didn't stop kissing. This was so good to me, HEwas so good to me. He could make me feel much better.
"This room is cold..." I mentioned holding him back so that he couldn't kiss me more.
"Want me to warm you up?" Very timidly said.
And now, us to kissing with 'hot' from the same artist as before. There we were, feelin' like never.
10 minutes were gone and I was lying in pants. He was on top, still kissing me smoothly. With his cold hands around my hips. He made me so hot. It was awsome, ridiculous, I could hardly breathe!! But it was fine. It was TOTALLY AWSOME
And what happenned next?
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Next morning, I woke up ready for my usual Hot Chocolate, and one cookie, or ...maybe PaNkAkEs!! That would be awsomeeee.
I was feeling crazy, like hot or something. Not hot, but warm, sofocated... I turned round totally naked at the large window. I hope noyone's looking at me. I looked the other side, looking for Alex. He was with his right arm round my hip. With half blanket covering his lower body. I could easly think he was still asleep. But I could no longer stand this, it was far to warm in here. Why?
Maybe it was just me... I got out of bed and looked for my pink nightwear dress. But it wasn't there. So I got a large black T-shirt, from Alex that covered me under my hip... Wait, little bit more...
And ran to open the window. When I opened the window door, a cold and warm, strange breeze covered my body. Making me shudder sweetly. And the birds that were at the fountain, now flew away, chirpoing silently.
