Wasted Knowledge - A Harry Styles Fan Fiction

Chapter 9

* Hi guys. Only one update today because I've got work soon and its's really hot. where I live in Australia its gotten up to 47 Degrees. So you could say I'm dying and well it's hot. I have 66 reads. WOW. thank you so much for supporting this book. Keep reading and tell your friends. Things in this chpapter are getting intresting for Jasmine Will her feelinsg go away for Harry? - Rebekah x x x *

“Where the fuck am I?” Harry’s voice boomed from the toilet. That means he is still here. Why couldn’t he just leave already? I turned my phone on and checked the time. It’s 3am. I have classes again tomorrow why couldn’t he just fuck off. “Oh well look who it is. It’s Jasmine.” Harry started laughing. “What’s so funny?” “Oh just the fact that I’m in your room.” Okay then Harry. That isn’t that funny. “Has anyone ever told you Jas how beautiful you really are?” Where is he going with this? “You are sexy. I just want to stick my tongue down your throat so badly. I want to feel your tongue against mine.” What the hell is going on? Harry started to move closer and closer and his hand cupped my face. He’s really drunk now. Should I call Jas? Harry’s shirt was unbuttoned even more and I could see the outline of his bird tattoos even clearer now. He was hot. He was incredible sexy but I can’t. He’s an ass. I have to watch myself and be careful because something bad could happen to me if I don’t be careful. Maybe this wasn’t such a bad idea. I have never kissed anyone before and maybe after he will forget everything in the morning. “Come sit here Jas.” I got out of bed and walked over to him. His hand cupped my face again and he leant in. The hot sensation of his tongue touched mine and we moved together. So slowly not rushed. This was a new feeling to me. I have never felt this before. And why was I doing it with Harry? Maybe I do like him. Well now that we have kissed I do. What does this mean? I need Paige. Harry pulled away and went back in again. Shivers were running down my spine every time he moved his hand up and down my arm. This is magical. I wanted it to last forever. What about Zayn? No I can’t even think of him right now. I need to think what’s happening at the moment. Harry kissed me one more time and fell over. Yep… He was way over drunk. I pushed him to the side of my bed and placed a bucket I found in the cupboard. He was going to need that in the morning. I then covered him up in a blanket. I hopped back into bed. The thought makes me feel weird inside. Maybe there could be something more? I don’t know but I can feel myself maybe slowly liking him. Maybe. It was just so quick all of a sudden. All I had to do now was wait till the morning. I had to get up at 7 so I could make it in time for my classes.

A small tiny bit sun creped in the corner of the curtain and I slowly woke up. I didn’t want to leave my bed today and face the world. I gently left the bed and got up. The bucket I left for Harry was still on the ground and he was gone. I am now left with all the thoughts of last night. Why did he have to do that? I’m just going to ignore him. Or maybe I’ll speak to him. Right now I need a shower. I might stop by Liam’s room and see if Paige wanted to have one too. So we could talk. Today I felt cold. Colder than yesterday. I walked over to my cardboard and found some knitted leggings. Perfect. I grabbed those and found a long black tee with long sleeves. I grabbed my black beanie and grabbed my vans. I couldn’t really be bothered looking nice today. I was cold. Plus I still have bad reminders from last night. I grabbed my dressing gown and put it on. I slipped my slippers on and closed the door behind me. I finally hit Liam’s room and knocked on the door. Liam opened the door and stood rubbing his eyes and yawned in my face. “Hey Jasmine. Paige is just in the toilet you can come in. Take a sit on my bed.” I took a seat on Liam’s bed and waited for Paige. I needed to speak to her. “Jasmine it’s bloody 7:15am what are you doing?” “Paige come have a shower. We need to talk.” “Ugh okay. Liam I’m borrowing one of your shirts while I go down to the showers is that okay?” “Sure babe.” Paige grabbed Liam’s shirt and we headed down to the showers. “What’s wrong?” “Well something happened. After you left Harry with me all night. I rolled my eyes and Paige laughed “We… well…. Kind of… Kissed.” Paige’s mouth dropped. “WHAT THE HELL????” “I know okay. He told me I was sexy and pretty and well no one has said that to me. And I was thinking about what you said. I haven’t even had a boyfriend. Let alone my first kiss so why not?” “I thought you hated him?” “I do. But he’s hot Paige. And well it was like he was begging for it. He’s left anyways.” “You be careful Jasmine. It’s just not like you to do that.” “I feel like a different person Paige. Ever since I got here I felt like I’ve needed to change. Leave the old me in Australia. Plus now I can say I’ve had my first kiss.” I smiled. I know this probably doesn’t mean a thing to Harry but to me it might. Now I sound like I’m getting attached. I hope not. But you could say now I have feelings for Harry. We finally reached the shower. I couldn’t wait to have one. I stepped out of my dressing gown and turned the water on. “I kissed Liam and we slept together. His arms around my waist the whole night.” Paige was so happy. “So what’s going to happen there Paige?” “Well we aren’t official yet but you could say we are ‘seeing each other’.” This is so nice. I am happy for Paige. I wish Harry was lovely like that but he’s not. I got out of the shower and grabbed my towel. I dried my hair and put clothes on. Today I would wear my hair in a high ponytail. Paige wore her hair down and grabbed Liam’s shirt and slipped it back over her head. “Jasmine I’m going to be staying with Liam for a bit if you don’t mind.” Now I would be all by myself. I was sad but I nodded and said it was fine. We headed out the shower. I was happy for some reason. Paige and I walked up the hall way and that Gabby girl was heading our way with a boy. As we got closer it was Harry. He locked eyes with me and smirked. Holy shit. He must remember. “Harry’s lips are nice aren’t they?” Gabby giggled as she grabbed Harry’s hand and they headed into a room. What the hell has just happened? I could feel my cheeks turning hot and my eyes started to fill with tears. Paige grabbed me pulling me back but I couldn’t stop. I ran to my room. As soon as I got to the room I slammed my door and sat on the ground. I knew this would happen. It was one kiss. He told me I was pretty and he wanted to kiss me. I should of said no. But I didn’t. He kissed me and now he was with Gabby again. Why did I do that? Why did he go all over me? Maybe he wasn’t as drunk as what I thought. I plan now to sit here and get everything out before class starts at 9.