I was Niall Horan's first, in many more ways than one. But I have a secret, a secret that I couldnt bring myself to tell him until it was too late. By the time I finally got enough courage to tell him, he broke up with me.
It really is irrational though, the hatred I feel towards him. How could he have known what would happen? It's not as if he thought he would become famous. He never thought that management would make him cut our ties. He never knew how hard I would fall for him, how far we would take our relationship.
But if I hadn't bumped into him that day at the carnival, I never would have ended up with my beautiful daughter. I never would have ended up with Abigail. My only regret is that she has to grow up without a father, without the proper care. I never considered abortion, I couldn't do it. She was a part of me that I didn't want to let go.
There's no hope of me and Niall ever getting back together, he's probably off with models all the time. Not knowing that he has a daughter halfway around the world suffering with cancer. Sometimes I wonder if he ever thinks about me. About what life could have been like. But I push those thoughts away as soon as they appear. Of course he doesn't.
But then why is he at my doorstep, I have to ask? There's no way he could have found out about Abby, I've kept her father's identity a secret, the only people who know are my parents.
Maybe I should retrace my steps, back to the beginning. This is our story, and you, my dear reader, just happen to be along for the ride. Will we fall back into love, or grow father apart? That's for me to know and for you to find out.
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Just an idea I had... Is it good? Should I continue? Or delete? Let me know....
Rewrote 6/12/13
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Our Story (Niall Horan)
FanfictionWhen Niall heads to Mullingar over break to visit an old friend, a secret thought better off left on the dark is revealed, and nothing will ever be the same. This is a story of love, hate, sacrifice, an...