This Time

PROLOGUE

What kind of happiness have I fallen into? What did I do to deserve this man smiling before me?

Does he know how perfect he is to me?

Does said man, know I love him?

So perfect is his smile as he watches me through the lens of a camera-- urges me to laugh, insists he does not have enough pictures of me smiling, but I know he has plenty.

It's all I ever do.

Smile at him.

So careless he laughs.

So simple this relationship.

How easy he has made it to fall in love. And I just know he is perfect for me. The way my body warms and my soul lifts my heart up into my throat-- makes me stutter and become a nervous hopeless romantic.

He is silhouetted.

The gold and orange hues of light force their way past the cracks in the curtains and captures him in the glow as he moves with the light. A motion so natural I wish everyday that the camera faced the other way so I could relive this moment for as long as my heart desires.

So gentle he handles me.

With care and love he indulges in me, like I am the sweetest treat, hidden for special occasions only.

He savors me.

I relish in it like an addict relishes in the first hit of the day.

I am being consumed-- cannot get enough, I am insatiable.

He tells me in a voice so serious that I am his and he will never let me go. And I believe him, can't help but to do so with the feelings he brings me.

I clutch the white sheets beneath me, look into the camera and moan, "I'm yours" but my voice is lost in the sound of the shutters and I am blinded by the flash.

So precious is this moment to me.

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Hello old and new readers, for those of you who have never heard of me, my name is Sin. I am a weak 18 years old... 19 in ten days and that's all there really is to it. I'm here to write and I hope that the things I write will grant you some sort of something that you didn't already have. If I can do that than my job as a writer is complete.

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