Texas Thugs

chapter 26

Johneny POV

"MOM!!!" I ran to the lady who I once knew as my mother. "I cant believe that's its really you!... I missed you so much its so much I have to catch you up on. Dad is gonna be so excited to see you!." I stopped in my tracks and turned to look at her. As it set in that my father wasn't my real father and I didn't even know my real father.In one quick motion Rage took over my emotions.

" I cant believe you!!! How could you keep having an affair so long away from dad. that's not even my dad. Does he know I'm not his?! You're a whore in the flesh." I said getting ready to walk off.

"Jamokenyatta!!! You bring yo narrow dark ass back over here. You might be getting up to an age but I I don't give a damn. I will beat you in front of heaven and hells gate!! Now yo daddy know you not his and he raised you from the womb up!.. Clearly not doing such a good job if you got the balls to run around here callin me a whore in the flesh. but he did alright. I keep an eye on you from here." she said pulling me closer to her.

we walked over to the park bench and sat down as I looked at her confused... She still managed to look so young and damn good at a old age.

" Why do you still look 29?."

"Girl when you die you remain the same graceful beauty until you go into the land of forgotten... I'm never going there cause I'm a legend... me and Lyric mom. Now... I am in heaven and I am dead... This is not reality. You are dying at this point and I can tell cause you look damn good with your skin complexation. You a little to brown to be living. I need you to find a purpose to live again before you come all the way here."

"I wanna stay with you!!! I don't wanna leave you." I said tearing up.

"What about Lyric and that cute lil boy... Whats his name? Rick. Ricky? "

"Richie."

"Right... ill come and visit you more often in your dreams. But I need for you to think about why you wanna live. What's your purpose in life." she asked looking at me.

"Im not sure anymore." i said breaking down and crying. "Its so much i haven't done and im failing at life drastically. What if i don't even become successful!"

"Mo!!! You thinkin bad and its only draining your body! Look at you!!! We're almost the same color!! POSITIVE!!"

"I dont have nothing positive to say about myself." i looked at my hands then up at the sky. I cant believe the one time im suppose to think positive all i can do is think negative

"Come here let me show you something" my mom said. We got up from the bench and walked over to the podium that was in the front of heaven.

She opened a book that showed me in the hospital. There was no one in the room with me and i had flat lined.

"If you don't think positive this is how you will be." she turned the page again to me back in the hospital. My heart beat was faint and Rich was sitting by my side crying and talking to me.

"You wanna hear what he's saying" she asked playing in my hair. I nodded my head as Richies voice filled my ears.

"Its all my fault. I shouldn't have shot. I got you hurt. If you don't make it imma kill myself so we can be together. I refuse to live on this earth without you. I know we only knew each other for a couple of months but its been the best couple of months i ever had. I would sit up late at night and look over at your window and hope you would wake up and see me staring. Invite me over so i can just hold you in my arms. I don't wanna live without you. I don't understand how i could do it. I joined the football team cause you like athletes i can be the man you want me to be!!! Just wake up. I need my happily ever after. I love you..."

His words faded out of my ears as he continued to talk to me. It did something to me and made me want to live again. I wanted to see how my future turns out and if this would be the boy i marry.

I wiped the tear drops from my eyes as my mother laughed lightly at me. I looked at my hands as they seemed to get a little brighter.

"Im supposed to show you more... But ill give you a little time to yourself before i do... Ill be back." she walked away from me as i stood and looked at the book in front of me.

LYRIC POV

We Drove in silence to the trap as the anticipation took over. I couldn't believe I worked this hard only to have my bestfriend still not here with me, I worked this hard to still be stuck back at start, I didn't have my bestfriend by my side still . When we pulled up to the trap I stripped out of my clothes as I walked to my office leaving my clothing all over the trap for somebody to burn. I went in the shower in my office and sat down letting the water run over my body as I began to cry.

"Aye B you in here?" I heard Brandon ask me. I stayed quiet as I heard him come in and close the door. "Listen L.J you got to not be so emotional about stuff like this. I know its hard but it shows people how to get to you on a more personal and stronger level. I know its hard but believe me she strong and she will get through this."

"you never been through this so you don't know how I feel. Yall cant tell me how to feel. Yall don't know how it feels to meet some people and now everything going on in the world is just bad. I just cant believe I'm losing my bestfriend." I said breaking down.

"Girl. I lost my bestfriend when I was in the 9th grade. His whole family was slaughtered. I went in the house looking for him and his sister so we can go to a football game and all I see is dead bodies and blood all over the house. I know how you feel. I would kill to see my bestfriend just in the hospital rater than having to see him in a casket. I'm about to graduate and I aint even go have the person who I started my high school life off with. yea I still got friends but man.... fuck all of that!!! L.J get up and get dressed. Cause knowin Richie ass he probably left her there."

"get out so I can get dressed." I said from the shower. I stood up and turned off the water and stepped out of the shower. I looked at myself in the mirror as it sank in that I was a emotional wreck. I walked out of my bathroom naked not knowing that all of the boys was in my office.

"Oh shit!!" I heard tj say as he turned his head the other way. I covered my body and backed back into the bathroom.

"GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY OFFICE!!!" I said through the closed door. I heard everybody get up as i opened the door n walked to my closet.

I grabbed a bra and some pink boy shorts before i walked out of my closet and back to the bathroom. I looked under the sink for my old galaxy note. I went to my laptop and synced everything from it to my phone before i called the hospital to get all of johnneys info.

I went ahead and threw on some nikes and a pink jogger set before i walked out of my office.

"Come on if yall going to the hospital."

Everybody began to move and loaded up in two cars. As we were driving away from the trap house something didn't smell right.

"What the fuck is that smell yo... That shit dead ass nasty" tj said from the back seat.

"Stop the car!!!GET OUT!!! Now!!"

Everybody got out of the car and stood back. I popped my hood and the bomb was on its last 7 seconds.

"RUN!!!" everybody ran in different directions as the car exploded into flames.

Who the fuck is really trynna kill me!?