Until the End (Pewdiecry One shots)

Mad

Cry's POV

Silence. Silence enveloped me, leaving me to my thoughts. My terrible, terrible thoughts. I took a deep breath, trying to block them out. It wasn't helping.

Cryyy...

No. Go away. I don't need this!

I know you hear me... Cry...

No! I can't do this without him...

Felix wasn't home. He went somewhere with Ken and Minx, doing God knows what. All I know is that he shouldn't be here. But I knew I had no control.

C'mon Cry. You gotta have some fun.

I took a deep breath, bringing my legs up to my chest and burying my head in my hands. I can ignore him. I can...

C'mon, Cry. Don't be like that.

I pulled my hair trying to fight him off. I was growing weaker and he knew it perfectly well. 

That's a boy, Cry. Just give in a little bit. It'll be fun, I promise.

I felt my sanity slowly dripping out. I smiled at nothing, quietly chuckling to myself. My laughter grew as I lost all control.

That's better. Learn to laugh. Felix might want to know you're enjoying yourself here...

I stopped laughing as I got up and went to my phone. I dialed his number, listening to it ring.

"Hello?" he finally answered.

"Hello, Felix." I chuckled quietly.

"Heh, what's so funny?" I heard the worried tone in his voice.

"What's funny is... I didn't exactly take my medicine this morning." I started laughing, more than I wanted to.

"Oh no..." I heard him say to Ken. "I'll be right there Cry. Don't worry."

"Oh please do, Felix. It'll be fun, I promise!"

Felix's POV

"Oh please do, Felix. It'll be fun, I promise!" I hung up and told Ken I needed to leave. I left his house and started to drive home. I can't believe it happened while I was away. That almost never happens.

I got home to find him sitting cross legged on the couch, smiling at me with his head tilted. He laughed for a couple seconds, than stopped dead. Silence.

"You know what I have to do when he's here, don't you Cry?"

"You can't put me down. I'll be waiting, waiting until I want to have some fun again." he started laughing again.

I knew that wasn't Cry talking. It was... something else.

I grabbed the syringe with some of his emergency meds. He only got this if it was this out of control. Usually, I can calm him down, but this is far out of my reach.

I sat next to him, him knowing perfectly well what was in my hand.

"You can't stop him... Fe..." I heard him trying, struggling to break through this. I grabbed his arm gently, letting him know. He looked at me with pleading eyes, knowing it'll make him go away.

I waited until the laughter died down, until both of them were calm enough, than quickly stuck the needle in his arm. I hated doing this, but I know I had to do it. For him.

He looked relaxed in almost an instant. He closed his eyes, tired from fighting his demon.

I carried him upstairs, placing him on our bed, kissing his forehead.

"Goodnight, Cry. We'll get through this together. Don't you worry your beautiful little head."

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A/N Another one that sucks, I'm sorry. But I should have a story either coming up later today or tomorrow, that's hopefully better than this. See you guys. :]