I hate you, I love you ↠ Yoonmin

Trust

With shaky hands, Yoongi locked his phone and set it gently on the nightstand.

His lips started quivering so he placed his hands over his mouth and started sobbing quietly.

The tears rolled down his cheeks like waterfalls, and his entire body was shaking.

There was no way what he read was in any way related to Jimin.

He hiccuped as he tried to keep quiet, not wanting to wake up Jimin. Unfortunately, his crying didn't go unnoticed and the younger boy woke up confused and worried.

"Yoongi, what's wrong?" Jimin asked with a gentle expression.

Yoongi shook his head, "Okay," Jimin answered, getting up from the bed and dressing himself.

"Um, Jimin can we talk?" Yoongi wasn't sure why he even asked. So many things where running through his head. But he had to know and make sure nothing was true.

"Okay," Jimin answered, walking back to the bed and sitting criss crossed in front of Yoongi.

"Are you sick?" Jimin shook his head.

"Don't lie to me Jimin," the younger chuckled but shook his head again.

"Tell me the truth Jimin!" Yoongi shouted, "Why didn't you tell me you had HIV?!"

Jimin's mouth fell open as he tried to say something, "Where did you... Wait... why are you questioning me when it's your fucking fault?!" Jimin accused.

At first he was startled as he didn't know how Yoongi knew, but then all the anger he held in for so long took over him.

"How the hell is is my fault if you've always been a hoe?!" Yoongi retorted and Jimin's eyes became glossy.

"I've never had sex with anyone other than you Yoongi! You gave me this fucking disease! Don't act like you didn't go around cheating and sleeping around with any man or woman, then came home and fucked me afterwards!" Jimin shouted, his tears streaming down his face.

Everything Jimin was saying was true.

He never slept with anyone other than Yoongi.

But obviously, when it came to something as serious as this, Yoongi would deny it. 

It was common sense.

Not one person would like to admit that they have the HIV virus.

That infection is known as something you get for fucking around and although that isn't the only way you can contract that disease, people didn't care.

It still made you dirty regardless of how you caught it.

So of course, Yoongi would never admit or even think about the possibility of him being infected.

"You're crazy Jimin, all these drugs fucked up your head." Yoongi laughed incredulous.

"I wish you were right..." Jimin said under his breath.

"Believe whatever the hell you want. Go to the doctor or whatever, it doesn't matter what you do, we're gonna die anyways." Jimin let out a bitter laugh and stood up from the bed.

They stayed in silence for what seemed to be ages.

"Where the fuck did you put my shit?!" Jimin asked annoyed as he searched around and under the bed for his stuff.