Thoughts From a Unmotivated Tween

Heart Breaking and Remaking

So, know that you know all my biz, you may as well want to know my delicious love life. HERE WE GOOOOOOOO

Kindergarten:
Yea, I had a crush in kindergarten. Actually at the time I would have called it love, so actually let's call it.. kindergarten love. EWW NO SORRY I JUST REALIZED WHAT THAT SOUNDED LIKE* I liked these two twins and my other friend liked one of them, so one of them was her's, and the other one was mine. (Yes, i am also aware that I sounded like a psychotic, controlling kindergartener, but.. please continue.)

1st grade- 2nd
I am only doing two years because at this time, I STILL liked the same guy from kindergarten.. yea. His name was Ryan :)

3rd
Third grade was different. (Finally) I liked a guy because we related to each other and stood next to each other in line. He was tall (like me) and just in case anyone from my school stumbles upon this, I will not further describe this.. interesting time.

4th
Oooooh we are getting into the juicy stuff! (Lol not really my life is boring.) I liked this guy, and the problem was that I was really popular in that grade, so a lot of other people liked ME. (You would be surprised.) Anyway, long story short, he told me that he was moving away, and ended up asking me out. (I said I wasn't ready.)

5th
Ahhh... the sweet, sweet time of 5th grade. This was a time when I was best friends with a girl, and we ended up telling each other we both liked the same guy. We ended up being really close, and I got really close with the guy who I liked. Anyway SUMMER CAME! WHOOOPEEEEE (shit.)

6th
I think I might just end here.. anyway, at this low point in my life, I was really depressed. I liked the same guy, but never got the guts to talk to him.. I did end up making friends that I am still close to, to this day. 

OOOOH ITS A CLIFFHANGERRRRRRR WILL I EVER TELL YOU WHETHER OR NOT I TALKED TO HIM!?? FIND OUT ON FEBRUARY SOMETHING (MAYBE IF I HAVE TIME))