Needs.

CHAPTER 1

*WRITERS NOTE*
I have soooooo many ideas and ya'll don't even understand how exited I am, cause it gets a lot better more into the story!

JASON'S POV:

"RUN *yn* RUN!!" I evoked and grabbed her hand while I began sprinting away from the trail of cops and cars that was following us.

"I can't run anymore! Just run into the alley right there, Jason!" I heard her voice and she was panting for air.

I looked behind my back once more making sure that there was no cops behind us at the time, before running in to the no-return alley. I let go of  *yn* wrist and the feel of something being there disappeared, and that spot of my hand slowly became cold.

I rested my elbows on my legs while bending forward slightly to get into the condition I was in before we started running like fucking idiots.

I threw an eye towards *yn* making sure she was still with me, but also that she was okay. She was sitting against a brick wall, with her head tilted back towards it while she almost gasped for air.

"You okay babe?" I asked like nothing happened, trying to make her feel a bit better and at least forget a bit of what just happened, even though that is impossible.

"Jason.." she breathed out turning her head towards me.

"Yes?"
I say standing up again, showing her attention for her to keep going.

"I can't keep doing this.. I have a family that's probably waiting for me to come home for dinner right now, and probably expect me being on my way home but no, I'm running away from cops with the country's most wanted criminal.." she sighed being disappointed in what her daily routines has become.

"Haha, you're not leaving me. We had a deal, remember?" I walked up closer to her squatting down in front of her, making eye contact.

"Yes, but-"

"No baby. You're all I have, and if you leave me in any way I will make sure that I'm all you have left too." I made sure to put emphasis on the last six words, so that she understood the real deal in this.

"This ain't no kindergarten game, girl. This is real, okay?" I smiled at her as I watched her hope fall into pieces, and her face sunk down.

"I just want a normal life.." she wimped and dried a tear that was rolling down her sore, dirty cheek.

"And it's just-" she stopped herself in the middle of the sentence, regretting even starting it.

"What?" I  asked now more curious than ever.

"I think I love you and I hate it cause you disgust me so much sometimes, but I do and-" she stops mid-sentence but I stay quiet cause I sense that she'll say something else.

"I just do.." she says and looks me in the eyes.

I stare into her eyes studying her green pupils, before I see my reflection and I snap out of it. She can't be I love with me, it's not right.. I'm not right.

"Say something please.." she moaned slightly waiting eagerly for an answer.

"No you don't, nobody can love me. Why do you think I don't have a family?" I raise my voice as I realize how I am, how disgusting and how hated I am.

"People don't love me. They love my bad boy side, and you girls are too horny to understand that I'm dangerous, I can't control myself. There is a reason to why I'm lonely.." I speak back and she looks at me with compassionate eyes and from what I see she's trying to understand me, but obviously she can't.

"Never bring this up again, Okay. It's so stupid that even you could get it." I say and I feel the tears building up in my throat and I feel the need to run, run so fast I can and just disappear.