Just a journal about my daily life. May-or-may-not-be updated daily. Probably full of grammatical errors. Mainly for a place for me to vent, talk, and tell about what's going on without loosing another notebook.
So, I'm a freezing mess. Yesterday our heat went out. And it's 20°f below normal temps here in Tennessee. Yay.
I also ran out of three meds at once. How does one accomplish that?! Ambien (sleep), Vyvanse (ADHD), and that (semi) new shit for depression. Yeah, the depression meds weren't even working. I took Adderall (because I have a ton of it left) instead of Vyvanse, and because of how it acts with my body, I'm having heart palpitations. And I'm getting Ambien today so no more benadryl (thank GOD).
I guess I should explain the Benadryl thing.
For like two months I took benadryl everyday. Ngl, I got addicted to it. But, it dried me out to the point it hurt my ears and everything surrounding my sinuses. Including teeth. When I stopped taking it, I couldn't sleep as well; however, everything stopped hurting. Then, bloody noses. Bloody noses EVERYWHERE. It's better now.
Anyway, I was playing The Sims 4 yesterday, and this happened...
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Is it like... A Shiny Pokémon, there's only a slim to none chance it'll happen? Or did my game glitch out (because after purchasing City Living, it started glitching...)?
Also, I'm stressing about my requests and Matchups on my "Yuri!!! on Ice" book. Like, I know this but it's hard admitting it: I'm such a perfectionist. I feel like I'm letting everyone down even though the people that comment love my stories. Everyone that I've done a request or matchup for has loved them and thanked me, so why am I so worried?! I don't know. Maybe it's also my anxiety (which I am a little ball of...).
These heart palpitations are getting worse send help. .·´¯'(>▂<)´¯'·.
Anyway, I think I'll play the sims some more.
Btw, I have the cutest wallpaper for my phone rn...
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I believe the watermark is in there. I found it on Tumblr, but I can't think of who to give them credit! So, credit to OP.
Also, current Obsession...
I bought the entirety of Shinhwa's 13 Unchanging Touch a.k.a. Unchanging Part 2 album. It is A+++++ (´∀｀)♡
I also want to learn Korean and Tibetan now. Korean bc K-Pop and Tibetan bc it's one of the hardest to learn.
That's all.
Jaa ne,
Nat the Alley Cat
P.s. I have a thermal shirt, felt pants, socks (I always go barefoot in the house), a beanie, one of Dad's pull overs, and four blankets on, along with the gas logs going. I am STILL kind of cold. Send help.
