I was confused why was he here?
“Why are you leaving? Were you crying?” he said
“I um… I g-got to g-go I said shaking my wrist out of his grip
I walked out of the building and looked back he was standing there watching me walk away…
I got to my house opened the door and jogged to my room and just cried my eyes out great just great 1 more person knows I have an eating disorder (dat right there is sarcasm) I couldn’t take it anymore I went to my bathroom and I opened the cabinet and grabbed my razor. I carefully removed 1 of the blades
I took a deep breath and put the blade on my wrist, I made a cut it was not really deep I did another cut near the first one I did, I did 3 more cuts know there was a river of blood coming down my arm I was crying even more. I turned the faucet on and put my arm under it I hissed at the pain. After my cuts weren’t bleeding anymore I went back to my room.
It is only 2:35; ugh what am I going to do for the rest of the day?!?! Ooh I could go to that girls Rydel house maybe she is still in school I pull a sweater over my head, cleaned up my face so it wouldn’t look like I was crying and grabbed my keys. I started driving to the school and got there in no time.
I parked the car got out and looked for Rydel she told me that her brother drives her home the weird thing is I don’t know who her brothers are where they the ones that were at the lunch table? Eh ill find out eventually, I was walking when I saw a familiar blonde girl. It was Rydel.
“Hey r-r-Rydel!” I screamed and stuttered ugh I hate it when I stutter I sound so weird when I do…
“Hey” Rydel says
“So y-ya w-want to h-h-hang out?”
“Yeah sure I will just need to go home and drop off my stuff”
“Do y-you w-w-wanna r-ride?”
“Sure let me just text my brother and tell him”
“Ok”
She texted her brother and we went to my car, I got in and she told me were she lived its actually really close to my house it’s about a 15 minute walk from here to there.
“You can come in and say hi to everyone” Rydel said
“o-ok” I said
We walked inside and she led me to the living room to meet her family one thing I didn’t expect to see was Riker, Ross and the others were sitting there
“Um…h-hi g-guys” I said really shy
“yeah that’s Riker, Ross, Ryland, Rocky, Ratliff, and our parents Mark and Stormie” all of them waved their hands when Rydel said there names
This is kinda weird but the kid Ryland is staring at me, does he like me he just met me!
“well me and Sophia are going to the mall anyone else want to come…? I dought that none of y-“ Rydel got cut off by Ryland
“I WANNA COME!” he screamed
We all laughed and Ryland blushed a bright shade of pink. Rydel and Ryland got ready while I sat on the couch in the living room. It was silent the awkward kind I was next to Ratliff and Riker and I was squished next to Riker YAY (sarcasm)
“Sophia where did you go after lunch, I didn’t see you after?” rocky asked
“I um…w-wasn’t f-feeling g-good” I said
Riker looked at me and Ross looked at Riker. What’s taking so long guys! Finally they came back downstairs we go out the door, get in the car Ryland sits in the back because he is the youngest (16) I drive and Rydel is right next to me. We arrive at the mall in 25 minutes
“W-w-were h-her” I stuttered
They got out of the car and we started walking Ryland was right next to me, our hands brushing against each other. We went in a bunch of stores until we went to this jewelry store me and Rydel were looking at necklaces and Ryland was right behind me
“l-look a-at this o-o-one!’ I said
The necklace I was pointing at was really pretty it was a pink-ish color and it’s in the shape of a heart it was beautiful! They took it out and I looked at it, I want this so bad!
After about 30 minutes of looking at jewelry we finally started walking some more. After a long time of walking we started going back to the car
RYLAND’S POV
Sophia was looking at this really nice necklace at the jewelry store we spent like 30 minutes, okm I have to admit something… I like Sophia there I said it! I know im only 16 and she is 18 but that’s only two years it’s not that much of a difference I want to ask her out so bad but im afraid she would say no-
Oh my gosh I know what I could do to win her over
