True Love For Me?~nickdominates

meeting him

Omg I'm so excited I'm meeting my online boyfriend in real life today hopefully he's nothing like Derek my ex that cheated on me with my brother well I'm just gonna try to get that image out of my head and then when I finally got to the movie theater I introduced myself to him a bit more "hi it's nice to see u in person" I said staring at him got he's so fucking hot his name's Damion by the way "oh hey you're alot cuter in person so wanna go watch the movie?" I nodded and we walked in I felt a hand on mine I blushed and held his hand it felt like love and then we sat down in our seats and watched the movie it was a horror movie so I was scared once there was a jump scare I cuddled into his chest once the movie was over I was scared that I was going to have nightmares about this "so what do u think of the movie?" All I got out of my mouth was "scary" he chuckled "u know Nick ur different I like u" "r...Really?" I said with a blush "yes really" I smiled and he leaned in I leaned in as well and our lips connected.he took me to his car and he drove me to my house "thank you" i said kissing him on the cheek and i walked in my house i felt alone without someone there so i called my friend jack over he recently moved to america so i called him over once he got here we both sat on the couch "so jack what do u wanna do?" i said "stare at u-i mean um probably watch a movie?" i nodded my head in agreement and put on scream queens we both laughed at the funny parts and then i became confused about my life choices do i really like Damion or Jack? i was confused so i told jack that i was dating Damion he seemed sad and happy for me at the same time "do you think im making the right decision Jack?" he nodded "hopefully if that guy ever does anything to you i wont let him i never want to see u get hurt you're my best friend and i don't like seeing u get hurt" i blushed and smiled at him and gave him a hug "thanks for being honest and you're the best!" he blushed and smiled too "okay im gonna head out now Edward is still waiting for me"(Edward is Jacks bf) i waved goodbye and the door shut behind him i always smiled and blushed when he was around me i like his smile and his eyes and i love when were walking down the hall and i accidentally bump into him :O I LIKE JACK!!! why am i thinking that way i don't like him he's my best friend and i don't wanna ruin are relationship in any other way.