Thug In The Rain

Lifes Unfair

( KYRA POV  )

I had too walk away, it was too many emotions for one day, at one time, in one place. I was acting outta my element.

Dee is turning me into someone I'm scared too become. This journey is not what I expected. I just wanna have a happy life for me & my child. I might not have had a good life & done some things that  I'm not proud of. But its not about me any more, I have a child now, who needs me as much as I need him .

Walking until I fount an almost empty room ,where there was only a desk & a chair, lamp & bed.

I didn't wanna be in any thing in the room, so I got in a corner & pushed my back up against the wall, & put my hands to where my knees where & started crying like a 3 year old, little ass girl.

I wasn't crying for no reason, I'm an  emotional wreak,  I'm crying for Mrs.Rosie, my baby boy, my fucked up family & the 2 people I killed.

It was either me or Sly. She whispered in my ear that after the fight her & her bestfriend was gone eat my insides out & torcher my body. Like who the hell says some shit like that?

Why would Dee do that too me? He know I don't take pressure well. Never could &  probably never will.

Getting up after what seem like forever of  me sitting on the floor crying, i make my way too my bedroom & went straight too the bathroom. I have never seen myself look so horrible. A red eye that might bruise first thing in the morning, a few scratches, but makeup can cover them but a gash going across my face that might be a permanent mark. I pulled up my shirt & looked at my bruise stomach from when Sly kicked me at. A few more other bruise but none can compare too what I did too Sly. . . Took her life  !

Running me some lukewarm water & filling it w/ peach scented bubble bath & some bath salts, I took of all my clothes & soaked my body in the water for a few & started too bathe myself, every time I close my eyes, I see every last event that happen today, every single detail.

I was into thought, that I didn't hear Dee come in, like ugh wtf do you want? I need this time for myself before I kill his ass.

Clearing his throat, me opening one eye, I see him staring at me, making me more irritated.

"What Dee? Damn,  why cant I bath in peace? Haven't you put me threw enough shit today?" I say trying to hold back tears that were already escaping my eyes.

He stood there w/ one look in his eyes sorry. But I wasn't buying, no not this time. I just need him too back the hell away from me.

Clearing his throat, fixing himself,  standing in front of me shaking in his boots as if he's finna ask me too prom & scared of rejection.

"Look Kyra, I know you need space but lemme take you too the club tonight, letcha get lose & maybe that will take ya mind off of things, come on Kyra baby its life & I'm sorry, from the bottom of my heart I'm truly sorry, You know I wasn't gone let Sly hurt ya ma, maybe a few bruise here & there but that's only too get ya tough!"

Looking at him like the jackass he is, I gave in because only I know,  I need too blow off some steam & he wasn't gone leave me alone.

45 mins later - 12:59 am

Dee got us in the best Club in town Hot Lava, sounds gay but its really not. Going into VIP, I was feeling good, w/ my hair straight going down my back w/ a bump at the ends & a part in the middle w/ a side bang & a tight fitted peach dress from Versace & some nude pumps w/ my gold chain that read Kyra (Dee bought it). W/ only some eye liner on. I was looking good af.

Dee passed me the blunt, I only smoked once w/ my baby daddy so I was still kinda new but not really.

Excusing myself from the group only too have one of Dee home boys follow me. Making my way too the bar, I order some peach circo w/ a double shot of vodka.

Getting tapped & grabbed on from every way possible I was pissed off.

Who I didn't except too see was Josh..

He was standing there w/ a red polo shirt, some brown polo boots, a cold & black chain & some dark true religions. W/ his fro freshly cut. & a blunt in his hand, he was truly looking handsome.

He grabbed my hand & asked for a dance. How could I say no? I couldn't, so taking his hand,  he lead me to the dance from. Slow junkin was playing & I couldn't help but too push my body up against his, not w/ out smelling him first. He smelled just how I picture him in my dreams.

I ducked as soon as I heard gun shots, & turn around & see Josh was gone. I soon was fighting my way outta some one strong grip, they soon put something over my nose & mouth & soon I was out. Where everything became pitch black & I could no longer keep my eyes open.

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• Oh shit  !

• Kyra got kidnapped?

• Josh at the club? Or was it someone else?

• Where's Dee?

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