From: Me. To: You Zayn Malik.

Here go...

You know today I started to remember, things with which a couple of years ago or maybe more. I used to dream.
It all started when I was 12, you were coming to my country. I will be honest in that time, I did not know about you.
My mother wanted to give me a ticket, however I refused because I did not know what she was talking about.
My friends dreaming about getting a place, while I laughed because I did not understand that it caused that need.
Time passed and the concert was only a month away, each time I felt more distance between my friends and me since they did not stop talking about the same thing. Of that famous band that was so much in fashion.
So at last I said why not? I started to give you I like all the Facebook pages that I found, I started to see all his videos, I bought my first album, I started to read from each one and so suddenly everything changed and my life was transformed.
I became one of your fans in one of those girls that I never imagined to be, in a directioner. And it's not something I'll ever regret.
My friends and I had a great plan ... well, it was a really stupid plan, but in my defense at age 13, the things to maked are very stupid.
We planned to escape to the city where the concert will be, with no ticket and no money. Can you imagine?
But quiet, we did not. We decided to wait since there were no tickets ... we would wait for the next Tour. Which never came. At least not Mexico.
In my fan beginnings, my favorite was Harry ... I loved her hair. Who would not? Haha ..
There was a page, dedicated to you on Facebook to which stories went up where you were the protagonist and Puf! I started to research more and more about you.
I watched the videos you laughed, danced, sang, and thousands of other things. I saw your photos and smiled foolishly and at that moment I realized that was what happened. It was very simple, I had fallen in love with you Zayn.
Amazing, right? How was that possible? I say I do not even know you, I only know that boy who shows me my screen, that boy I audition for a dream, the boy who shows me the press. I did not know anything about you about you. But I did not feel it so I feel it as if I knew you all my life.
The years went by, and many things were taken away. I remember when I found out that you smoked marijuana I was very worried I said I am, I do not like that you do serious harm in that way. I hate it, you hurt me too.
But it's your life and you know what to do with it just gave my opinion.
Do you know what the worst day of my life was at age 14? The day you announced your engagement to Perrie if I remember correctly was August 28. I'm not sure it's been so long now .. I was devastated .. my mom thought I was over with my boyfriend which is absurd because I've never had one I'm a total failure in love.
It happened 1 year, passed 2 and to my surprise the wedding never arrived. However the one I thought was the worst day of my life was just a little warning of what was coming.
I returned to my classroom and a classmate came to tell me the news. You left the band. Of course I did not believe him. When I left school I started to see everything that happened and everything fell like a bucket of cold water. It was true that you had left One Direction. I cried a whole week or maybe it was more. In which I cried every night. My heart was broken for some reason, I felt betrayed. However I realized that it was not the end of the world that things happened for something.
That same year only in November I had the opportunity to go to see One Direction at the end! 2 years later!!! Everything was fine until Story Of My Life sono in the forum sol and I could only think of you ... I needed you, you the owner of my heart was not there ... the reason why I wanted to meet them was no longer In the group, no longer sang that song you just were not there ..
I'm very proud of you, your record is incredible ... I will not talk about Gigi because I'm jealous. Haha .. I hope she takes care of you. I really love you. I love you Zayn. I really love you. I need to be able to meet you and I will not lose hope that I will soon and I will know how it feels to have your world in your arms ...
I understand if you do not have time to read this, I would love to do it but maybe it is not worth it, it is not even understandable in some things because I wrote it with the translator. But it came out of the depths of my heart.

zayn This is for you

Twitter: @CeciliaSalcido
Te amo Zayn.