I am tired of constancy,
The Constancy of judgement,
I am tired of hiding, hiding who really i am. Yes i am tired of staying strong. I am tired of pretending, pretending to be happy when all i want is to do is cry. I am tired of not being able to let go, let go all the pains n emotions. I am tired of feeling worthless.
I am tired of being put down, put down by The people m closest to.
I am tired of dreaming, dreaming of life i will never have. I am tired of not being good enough. I am tired of remembering how happy i used to be. I am tired of blames, the blames i put on myself daily. I am tired of anger.
I am tired of crying, crying in shower so nobody can hear. I am tired of fear, the fear of being hurt. I am tired, tired of holding when all want to do is give up.
I AM TIRED OF BEING TIRED
I AM TIRED OF BEING "ME".
