Strong

Not Good Enough

Perrie's POV

After my encounter with zayn, I'm always eating ice cream, watching love stories like: A walk to

remember, The Notebook, P. S. I Love You, Titanic and Shakespeare's Romeo and Juliet. I was crying

non stop and thinking, ' I will never be good enough for zayn or to anyone' I let the tears escape

my eyes again, I continued watching Romeo and Juliet when the doorbell rang. I paused it, "Oh come

on! Can't you wait when Romeo drank the thingy?!" I exclaimed, I lazily walked to the door. I

opened it to reveal... The girls.

"Hey hey hey!" They cheered, they don't know about the interaction that happened between me and

zayn. And I was planning on keeping it forever, I just groaned and went back to the telly, "What's

wrong perrie?" Jade asked, I shook my head and pressed play, Romeo was about to drink the thingy

when Juliet opened her eyes. "Aw come on!" I shouted, I feel like I'm Juliet there, guess I'm

hallucinating. Suddenly, the tv was turned off. "Jade! Why did you?!" I exclaimed, I wasn't my

normal self right now. "WE need to talk PERRIE" jade emphasized, "about what?" I asked. "This" she

showed me the newspaper, "PERRIE EDWARDS CHEATING ON BRITISH SINGER ED SHEERAN WITH EX FIANCÉE ZAYN

MALIK" the girls said in unison, "we just went out for breakfast" I shrugged. "There's nothing

going on" I explained.

They all raised their eyebrows, "or, you have feelings for him!" Leigh Anne exclaimed, I threw the

remote on her and luckily she catched it. "I do not!" I shouted, they all smirked at me, "What

about Ed?" Jade asked. "We are just friends, besides he likes someone else" I answered. Jade's eye

became hopeful. "Really who?!" She asked excited, clearly she likes him, "it's a secret between me

and him" I winked, she pouted and skipped off to the kitchen.

The girls decided to go to the club after our SALUTE album. We arrived at the club and guess who I

saw, the one and only Zayn malik. He is alone with a drink in his hand. We went to our booth, and

ordered drinks, I wasn't in the mood for drinking so I got coca cola. The girls need a driver

anyways when they are wasted, everyone was dancing except for me. Other guys kept asking if I want

to dance but I reclined. I was spying on zayn, I know it sounds creepy but I want to.

I saw a girl with blonde hair come up to him with clothes that are VERY short, you can see her butt

when she bends. She kept on flirting with him but zayn was clearly annoyed, I made my way there so

that he can see me. I pretend to be talking with someone, then something happened.