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i turned my phone off and put it away. bigla uminit yung ulo ko nung makita kong nag-message siya sa'kin. hays. just thinking about what happened during the break, i found out that i was just being a fool.

niloloko ko na naman yung sarili ko. iniisip ko na sincere siya sa feelings niya para sa'kin, na he also like me back.

pero 'di pala. akala ko lang pala 'yon. he wasn't really sincere in the first place. ni hindi nga nagparamdam habang christmas break, walang bati nung christmas at new year. wala talaga. hays.

i wrapped myself with my blankets and stared my screen, as if waiting for a message from someone. just, anyone really. i couldn't help but feel excited or tensed, even.

i put down the phone and rested my eyes for a bit. it grew tired of staring at the screen for hours, just hopelessly waited for a messaged to appear. i've been yearning for a person to converse with since this morning, but i can't bring myself to text them first.

the vibration of the phone can be felt throughout the bed. i opened my eyes and grabbed my phone to check what caused the vibration. it could be a text or just a notification. it was a text, from marcus.

everytime i see his name on my contacts i just can't help but be proud of what i named him. i find myself funny, even though it does not seem funny at all. am i going insane?

i sighed and turned off my phone as i closed my eyes and just rested my body. my body feels tired from not doing anything. i feel so tired lately, is it because of the stress i get from being the student council president? it could be, but i have no choice. i wanted to be in this position so i have accept the consequences.

my door slightly creaked open and revealed my little brother cutely peaking. " someone's looking for you. " he said in a soft voice. i sat up and scratched my head, " who? "

" the guy i don't like is here, noona. " he said as he scampered towards my bed and pouted infront of me. the guy he doesn't like is, marcus? i can't really remember but i'm guessing it's him. " tell him i don't want to see him. " i told him.

" what if he doesn't want to leave? " he asked as he tightly gripped on his shirt and bit his lower lip, as if he's on the verge of crying. i smiled and softly pat his head, " i'll call someone so he'll leave. " i assured him. he left out a sigh and nodded before heading out the room.

i immediately contacted xyrone, since he's the first person that i thought of as of now. he answered quickly and i asked him to come. he agreed, thankfully.

this is one of the reasons why i'm glad he likes me. i'm not taking advantage of him because of that, i'm just thankful that someone cares for me like that. oh wie. enough already, kat.

kaiser was rushing when he entered my room, his eyes was gleaming and he was smiling. " what's wrong? " i asked as i slowly left the bed and eyed him confusingly. " the xyrone guy is here! " he said cheerfuly.

" how did you know him? " i asked, i shook my head and ignored my own question and went downstairs to see what's happening. i saw xyrone and marcus glaring at eachother. the atmosphere became tense and so did i. " what's he doing here? " xyrone asked as i walked towards him.

" what's he doing here? " marcus asked, " none of your business. " i answered sharply, xyrone held my arm and i slowly went behind him. marcus stood up and walked towards us slowly. " so you're dating him now, huh? "

" so what if i am? just leave. " i told him, he clicked his tongue and rolled his eyes. " after all i've done- " i cut him off, " you never did anything. so it's better for you to just leave. " i told him coldly. he smirked and shook his head slowly. he left without saying a word. i sighed and looked at xyrone, somehow worried.

" did he do anything to you? "

" gladly, he didn't. you were just in time before anything happened here. " i told him, he turned to me and just smiled. he caressed my cheek and smiled even wider. " i'm just glad nothing happened to you or your brother. " i smiled.

" but, " he paused, i tilted my head and waited for him to continue. but he was being suspense and i couldn't help but feel tensed. " but what? "

" you didn't deny when he said you were dating me. what does that mean? " he asked with a playful smile on his lips. i couldn't find the answer to his question so i just laughed, for a moment. " what do you think? "

" so we're really dating now?! " he asked, the tone of his voice changed. his face lit up and his smile was the brightest i've ever seen since. i couldn't help but laugh at how he looks right now. he looked cute and adorable.

just then i heard a tiny squel on the staircase and i saw kaiser quietly jumping up and down as he held in his excitement. " i'm telling mom! " he squealed as he smiled widely.

sigh, kids.

🎀

kaiser is a little ball of sunshine lmao.
todo english ako jusq. hehe.

-aly