*I'm afraid I have some bad news, may I come in?*
*2 months later*
(josh's pov)
Me and Tyler have just brought out our new album, 'twenty one pilots' (self titled) and were about to do our first interview about it. We both walked into where the interviewer was sat. he started asking us multiple questions about the album and what it was like working on it but no matter how many questions he asked us I couldn't keep my mind off y/n. I miss her so much. After she had left I found my inspiration for a song and we used it for this album, so no matter what this album will remind me of her. I was dragged out of my train of thoughts when the dreaded question was asked "so what was your favourite song from the album?" I looked at Tyler and he was looking back at me with a concerned look on his face. Tyler started, I blocked him out and looked down as I felt tears forming in my eyes, I tried to keep them in as much as I could. I took a deep breath in and just sat there thinking what I was going to say. All of a sudden I felt Ty nudge me, looking up I was him and the interviewer looking at me, I paused for a second and said "addict with a pen" I said and looked down again. "Why that one" he asked back. I took another deep breath and let it out "because I wrote it for someone that means a lot to me, a girl I used to know very well, she was my best friend and I messed everything up with her. I miss her every day." I look back up again and continued "I haven't seen her in about 2 months and that's all because of me." I finished and tears came to my eyes again, but this time I let them stay. "Who was she?" he asked "josh you don't have to-" Tyler began to whisper but I cut him off by shaking my head. "Her name was y/n, she was my girlfriend, I wasn't good enough for her, and I ended up doing something I will regret for the rest of my life. This caused her to leave me, and what happened next was the reason for this song. She died. But before she did she had left me a letter. In it she had said she was disappointed in me and she just couldn't go on living with the memory of it. She told me she loved me and still did but she just hated me at the same time. I will lover her until the day I die and it's all my fault she's gone. If I hadn't been so stupid and so selfish she might still be here with me." By this time the tears had fallen from my eyes and where streaming down my face. "I don't think I could regret anything as much anymore. She was the reason I'm still here and I promised her I would never hurt her, but I broke my promise and she took to many pills" I broke down, my head was in my hands and Tyler's arm was round me in I tight comforting hug while he also cried. "If you don't mind me asking, how did she die?" the tears flowing like a river out of my eyes slowed down as I looked back up at the man sat in front of us. "Suicide".
I hope you guys enjoyed that and didn't drown in tears... I did just writing it. Anyway send me any suggestions you have!
- libby👽💖
