ENDANGERED ;; nct | ✔︎

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ten degrees yes yes what a bias.

I walked through the hall yawning. "jinsol?" I stopped mid tracks it was that girl that bothred miyoung "and?"

"i have a valid reason." she says and holds up a picture of yuta

I gape at the sight of the picture, a picture of yuta and i's date. "where did you find that?" I ask "a friend took a picture, who knew you had a thing with him." she said proud she found it "that was about two years ago." I say and she smirks

"but it could still damage the both of you." She says "the deal, you leave me alone to take care of miyoung and this never existed." she says. I walk up to her and leaned in tauntingly "Ani." I walked away and shivered

"nope."

I need to knock on some wood.

**

I stared at the wall, large pictures grazed the school's news board. That one with yuta, a family picture and to the side my father. That old picture of Mark and I. A picture of the boys and I kissing my cheeks due to my birthday that year. A picture of me holding my gun to Gowook's head and finally "Han Jin Sol should not be trusted." i took in some well needed oxygen.

wow I should have knocked on the wood.

"all because I pissed her off?" I sighed I walked up and slowly took down the pictures. "what's going on?" Doyoung asked as he walked with the boys through the crowd.

They stared at the board I pouted and avoided their gaze then proceeded to take the posters down.

Someone took my wrist and walked away.

I found myself in the music room.

I hid the posters behind my back.

"show us the posters." Hansol says, I smile "wae, there is nothing wrong."

"posters." johnny says. I put them infront of me.

"are you serious? who did this to you?" taeyong ran his fingers through his hair.

"it's nothing, I swear." I smiled.

yuta held up the photo of himself "why do they have this?" yuta says gripping the photo angrily.

"please don't shout nor be angry." i said

"well a girl was threatning and you know being rude to miyoung so I just you know told her to stop and yestderday she threatened to expose me and i thought it was a good idea to be bold and say whatever. and yeah." I said and they groaned.

"Look it's fine, I mean it's not a big deal that—." i started

"it is a big deal that now they know we have a connection with you."
"now they all know about the relationship"
"what about our reputations" and even more. I looked up they were still talking

"so that's what's important"

"oh." I said and picked the papers up "wait! jinsol, no jinsol no" ten was the first to go after me.Then the boys realize what happen I guess. I get out and slam the door.

"hey it's xiu jin!" the students point at me I am honestly beyond angry right now.

I groan and continue walking "xiu jin" they taunted yeohyun smirked "sadly you have no friends to defend you.." she says.
"yeah! she was going to kill me!" gowook says. I keep walking and walk up to my dorm.

"jinsol." it was ten

"answer please." doyoung

I roll my eyes

"i need time to think." i said and then sit down on my bed

"hell!" i shout and throw something to the wall. My blood was boiling and all I wanted to do was snap the head off something.

I sat down "this is terrible." a tick appears in my head and it begins to hurt, due to me being so angry my blood boils and that begins to hurt.

Tears begin to fall the pain becomes unbearable and I didn't really understand what was going on.

I run to a drawer and race through it looking for a remedy and I end up taking out scissors

I was telling my body to stop but my body acted on it's own moved by the pain that was so great. I looked down and saw my veins glowing a bright blue and I felt my blood pulsing.

I fell trying to catch my breath and clench my hand on the scissors. I lift them up and "jinsol." I look up my head and my body still in pain. "this isn't right" mark says

I look at him "let go!" I cry and push him off grabbing the scissors I'm glad that I didn't remember that I had the gun.

Mark got on top of me but was careful not to hurt me and pinned my arms above me.

"stop." he said his eyes were angry he was angry and I knew. Why I kept fighting I don't know. He stared at me for a long time hoping I'd calm down I sighed and looked up "are you okay?" he says. I nod and he gets off.

I wrap my arms around him and pull him into a lazy hug "i'm so so sorry." I say, "yeah, you were really scary." He patted my back. I let go and saw blood pulling from his hand.

I wiped the blood and he flinches. "trust me alright." I say and put my lips to his hand and suck the remaining blood. He clenches his fist and I let go the wound was still open but the blood was gone.

"gwenchana?" Taeyong and the others burst in and I looked up "your room? did anyone break in?"

"anger issues." Mark and I say at the same time. I guess they saw the scissors on the floor "did you attack Mark?" johnny asks I take some air in "ani, I tried attacking myself. close the door on your way out thank you." I walk out going to hyeyeong's room.

"hyeyeong-ah!" I said, "winwin at your service!" "you guys tested my blood right?" I asked He nodded "Is there anything that will trigger anger issues?" He nods "you have high levels of some sort of gene now that makes your blood more active as if it's alive. It is possible for anger issues." He says I whined. "I heard what was on the board." Winwin says I look at him. "gwenchana." he smiles I don't know but I just began sobbing He pulls me into a hug honestly I just want it all to stop.