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I woke up cold and alone I haven't felt this empty in a long time and it brings back all the memories of before and after him. My body aches for his gentle touch on my skin. God I wish I could bring him back and just see that dimpled smile one last time. He's gone forever all because of me. Hot tears are free falling form my colorless checks as i think about him walking into my life when i needed him most making a deep cut that can't be covered. I'm alone and scared of my fate ahead of me I can't think of whats going to happen to me and now that he is gone I have nobody to protect me. I scream out in anger knowing nobody can hear me i'm alone the pain in my chest is growing more and more by the second. "I CAN'T DO THIS ANYMORE!" i scream jumping off the bed running to the the medicine cabinet. I grab the bottle examining it before popping the bottle top. I tilt my head back taking countless amount suddenly i feel extremely weak and my body feels like ice. My breathe easily slows to almost nothing then it all went black.

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