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Thursday, October 27, 2016, I said "Helllooooo!" to PH(i'm not allowed to say his name). The thing that stuck out most was his startled look that was followed by a "Hi" in return... or was it his eyes? Ah yes, it was his eyes. His blue, blue eyes. Little did I know, my one little "hello" would change me. For days, I looked for him, his face was starting to wear out of my memory. Where was he? I didn't even know his name! That is, not until Wednesday, November 2, 2016. By that day, I had not yet given up my search, although I was close. What was the point? The quick flash was retreating me for good, only "blue eyes" seemed to stick. But there... no, it couldn't be? Could it?- it was. It was him. Right there, at the teacher's desk. "Him!" I said to my friend, Katie. "That's him! Who is he? What is his name?" I felt a serge go through me. He was there, only feet away. I could see him again. He was real, not just someone I struggled to picture that could be fake for all I knew. He was real, and he was right there. "Thats PH." Those were the words that gave me light. He had a name after all! And it was PH.PH of all names, so unheard of.
Since that day, it's been a constant search and happy phase. For awhile, he was even in my eighth period class daily. It was great. In that time, I did only manage one more phrase to him, "Um, do you have the keys?" and he did. He gave them to me and that was that. A few times, though, we've made eye contact. This boy is tearing me apart, and yet I don't mind it. I really like him. Every second of every day, I'm thinking of his face and what it might be like to have an actual conversation with him. I don't remember his voice, and that scares me. It makes me sad. One day, maybe I can hear it again. Maybe one day, I'll be the one he's talking to. Maybe one day, I won't have to worry if I creep him out because I'll know that I either do, or I don't. Maybe one day, I'll have less "what ifs?" and less regrets because I'll have done more, or said more. I look forward to one day. But one day isn't always guaranteed. Oh well, I'll still smile from afar today.
How sweet💕
He is quite a bit older than her.I think it's super sweet how she likes him
All credits to my friend
Debra
her wattpad is im_no_critique
ily brotatoes💕😊
-xxx Katie🥔❤✨
and i wasn't allowed to say his name because she told me not to✌🏻😍🔥
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