The day started like any other day, meaning the sun came up and Felicia shuddered at the sight of it. She had not slept in days.
The sun peeking through her curtains made her very uncomfortable.
Her body ached, she was hungry and so tired. All she wanted was food, but she could not eat. Her body rejected anything she tried to eat. She figured it was that nasty bug going around.
She moved over to the metal desk and sat down in the cold metal chair.
"I guess I better write mom, she worries way to much she said to herself." Her lap top was no where around, must of left it in the library. Miss Anderson will keep it safe, like the 100 other times she left it there. Well I guess its snail mail she thought.
Hey Mom,
Things are great on campus, the bulling has finally stopped. For some odd reason Lisa is no longer on campus. I think that is why they had me switch to a 1 person dorm room. It's quite which I like. No more loud music when Im studing and no more awful comments from Lisa and her friends. They were so mean, but it is okay now.
I think mid terms have me on edge, other than that things are great. Talk to you soon. (My phone is out of minutes, again) Say hi to grandpa.
Love,
Fel
She folded it nicely and placed it on her to do pile to mail out. Thank goodness I don't have early classes today, but in the back of her mind she could not remember the last time she was in class.
Felicia looked in the mirror, her face was so pale and thin Oh my God she thought I look so sick maybe I do need to go see the campus doctor. Then just for a moment in the mirror she swore she saw Lisa. Felicia turned around horrified. Lisa was not there. What is wrong with me she said out loud.
She walked over and laid on her bed,and closed by her eyes, a sudden taste of saline filled her mouth her, It made her skin crawl, and then she felt herself slipping into the darkness.
As the orderly walked out of Felicia's room into the hallway with an empty IV bag he stopped and spoke with her mother.
No changes he said solemnly. I just gave her some pain medication. I don"t know if she feels pain but with her brain being still so swollen, we just want Felicia as comfortable as possible. She is in there some where and we will get her back. In his mind he did not believe it at all, he knew the moment they ambulance brought her in she would either die or never wake up again. The fall from the window of her 3rd floor dorm room window should of killed her instantly.
Thank you for looking after Felicia, her mother told the orderly. I know she is in good hands when I'm not here. The past three months have been a nightmare.
The orderly touched her hand and said I will pray for you again tonight and walked away.
Felicia's mom entered her room holding a fresh vase of yellow roses, Felicia's favorite. Her mother placed them on the little table next to the chair she had sat,cried and slept in for 3 months. Good morning, sweetheart she said to her daughter and kissed her on the forehead.
No one really knew if it was attempted suicide due to all the torment, hate and telling Felicia over and over the world would be better if she just killed herself or if the rumors were true and Lisa Spencer had pushed her out the window because Felicia finally had enough of the bulling and was going to tell the Dean of school. Either way Lisa and her friends were responsible for whatever happened that night.
Felicia would remain trapped in that cold room she thought was her dorm for another year until her mom finally let go.
The last thing Felicia saw in her coma world was a vase of dead roses.
The doctors took her off life support. Time of death 6:36 exactly as the sun was coming up.
