I've cried lots lately.
More than I want to.
Over my dog.
Over my mom.
Over myself.
Over stupid people.
Over nightmares.
Over sleep.
Over dead dreams.
Over everything in my life.
The way I take my frustrations out isn't good.
I punch things. Lots of things. Walls. Dressers. Concrete. Anything in my vision.
I hate doing it but it get my frustration out. Then I usually cry.
And get angry at myself for crying again.
And I cry for getting angry at myself.
Then I'm angry about that.
It's a vicious circle, you have to learn to break it. And it's hard to. Sometimes I spend my night crying and being angry.
It sucks
