I got the box of Lucky Charms "Can you pour me a bowl?" connor asked "ya sure" I replied I poured him a bowl and gave it to him "thanks" he said very seductively, could this really change everything? I did not know what to do but i got the tingly feeling when you like someone but i could not like it would ruin the system, i guess well really it would be ok, stop it myra stop thinking about him, ok but it would be nice then everyone would have a girlfriend except for trevor, but that's ok, myra it is not a possibility, but it was.
I had to get away from, him from everyone. I think i was having a panic attack, i went to my room and just sat there i was scared, tired, and confused. I heard someone walking up the stairs...... Please don't be connor Please don't be connor..... it was trevor! He started "Hey are you ok?" "ya" I said " good everyone was worried about you" He said while breathing heavy "Are you ok?" I said sarcasticly "Ya" He said while laughing. We sat there and he said " IS there something going on between you and connor?" "I dont know but something did happen at the movies.... he tried to hold me hand" I said and he looked at me with a surprising face "Wow I know he was in to you but that was fast" He said "What do you mean into me?" I said with a kind of sarcastic kind of confused tone "He has been into you sience forever he just does not have the balls to ask you out" He said " Wow" I said while kind of laughing.
I went down to the kitchen to talk to connor about all of this, and sure enough he was gone, I asked jordan where he went and she said " i don"t know i was too busy with sam" she said laughing. Well ok. I went over to maddie then jen and they did not know eaither, so stupid me i called him and i do n ot want to go into deatail but it was awkward. So i asked him if i could come over and talk because none of the other guys were there, and he said ok.
Once i got there i started to get nervous, and scared that i was goi8ng to pounce on him like a tiger, or just not do anything, i let myself in and he was there, he was on the couch and watching sponge bob 9 should i be worried?) But i said "hey" "hey" he said back "so whats up" He said "nothing really, So about the movie-" he cut me off "myra i have liked you for a really long time and i thought it was the right moment" he said with excitement "wow ok why did you not just tell me?" I said " because it would make things awkward and i thought you did not feel the same.... do you?" He said with promise " after the movie i just i don't know its weird i have feelings for you i just don't know what kind of feelings.... you know?" " i guess" " connor please don't be like this, i don't understand my feelings this morning i wanted to tackle you in a good way" he smiled "really?" " ya" i said " wow i have felt like that since forever" "but connor i think it would be a bad idea if we were to be a item" i said while sitting down next to him "why?" he sounded sad " well for one this is very sudden" He nodded " And we have been besties science forever would that be a good idea?" "no but it can be be" he took my hands, "myra does it matter" he said and then he kissed me, and It felt so good and i wanted to kiss him forever but i pulled away and said yes and he kissed me again and it was a peck, but it was still perfect. i wanted this moment to last forever.
