I Gave Him My All literally!
Lost My Virginity To Him At The Age Of 14 , Can You Image The Shit That Went Through My 14 year Old Mind ? I Was Dangerously In love With This Dude . All For It To Crash And Burn Over My Sister , My Blood !
Now you understand why I have so much hate for those two people . Don't Get Me Wrong I Still Love My Sister I Just Don't Think Me And Her Will Ever Be The Same !
By The Way His Name Was Ken , He Was One Year Older Than Me , he Was Perfect.I Just Don't Understand Why She did That To Me . I Was The Best Big Sister She ever had . I Always Made Sure She Was Straight Before I Was . I Always Made Sure She Ate When Granny Was Sick Coming In And Out Of The Hospital.
Honestly , I Can't Even Look This Bitch In Her Eyes Because If I Do I Might Kill Her . I Wanted To Marry This Dude , Start A Family , Grow Old Together .
I Guess Life Isn't A Fairytale After All .
