No Promises - A Shawn Mendes Story

Chapter one

A/N -- Hey everyone, this is my first fan-fiction. So I'm just trying it out so we'll see where it goes because I don't have a plan for this story. I kind of want to focus on Aaliyah or one of his close friends. I might make it so Shawn doesn't become famous or a Viner and it might be the story of his alternate life. Anyway, I'm just going to write and see where it takes me.

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Aaliyah.

I let out a groan and roll over in bed. I look at my alarm clock, It's only 7 in the morning and Shawn is playing his guitar and singing at the top of his lungs.
"Shut the hell up!" I yell in annoyance. Shawn stops singing and I hear his guitar stop. I sigh and roll over hoping to get some more sleep when I hear foot steps and my door bursts open.
"Get up Aaliyah" he says opening my blinds and turning on my light.
"Go away Shawn!" I scream covering my head with the blanket.
"Aaliyah we're leaving in 10 minutes get up or we'll go without you" he threatens
"Fine" I say annoyed
He walks out of my room and slams the door. I let out another sigh and get up. I'm always in a bad mood when I get woken up. I walk to my bathroom and turn on the shower. I undress while I'm waiting for it to heat up and then I get in. I wash my hair and my body before cleansing my face. When I'm done I get out and use the hair dryer to dry my hair. When it's dry I straighten the hair band marks that imprint on my straight hair after putting it up. When I'm done with my hair I do light make-up of concealer, BB cream, mascara and a natural lipstick. I grab my towel and step into my room to chose my outfit. I end up choosing my washed out high waisted jeans with a white high necked crop top. I slide on my white converse and grab my phone.

"Finally!" Shawn groans as I walked down stairs.
"Mum and dad already left we're meeting them there." Shawn says before I could even open my mouth to ask.
"Cool, should we go then?" I ask still feeling slightly annoyed at Shawn.
"Yeah let's go" He says looking up from his phone.

"PLEASE HAVE MERCY ON ME!!!" We both yell finishing off the song. We're both laughing as we get out of the car.
"That was fun" I say through laughs
"Yeah it was" Shawn laughs
"Sorry about this morning" I apologise
"That's okay kiddo" He reassures me.
We walk inside the cafe looking for our parents. We finally spot them and walk over.
"Hello you two" Karen smiles
"Hi"
"Hey"
"What took you so long?" Manny asks
"Traffic" Shawn answers
"Let's order" Karen says

I swallow the last mouthful of my breakfast and put my fork and knife down.
"Ok, I'm finished now" I state.
I was the last to finish as always so we get up and leave. Karen and Manny go to the counter to pay while Shawn and I wait outside.
"Alright see you two at home we'll go pick up groceries" Manny tells us as Karen and him walk outside.
"Bye"
"See you soon"
I sat in the car silently on the way home. I was being overwhelmed by thoughts of school. It was so stressful I just finished 7th grade at my new school and I still don't have a friendship group I want to be in. The group i'm in just isn't right for me, I just know it. Ugh and then school itself. I get good grades you know but that comes with a lot of stress. It's so annoying how everyone says 7th grade doesn't matter because it does. I want good grades and that is a lot of work no one just slacks off and still manages to get decent grades. For me a C is terrible and a B is average for me I'm usually an A- student which I'm happy with. Shawn must have noticed my frown because he kept glancing at me.
"Aaliyah?" He asked
"Yeah?" I questioned
"Is everything okay?" He queried
"Why?" I wanted to know
"You seem kind of...what's the word?...well... Out of it"
"What do you mean? I'm fine?" I said nervously cracking my knuckles. The truth is if Shawn knew he would just say the same thing as everyone else and that doesn't help so why bother?
"You can talk to me anytime you need okay?"
"Thanks Shawn" I say getting out of the now parked car. Don't get me wrong I was thankful I just didn't know how to tell anyone.

--Text Messages--
Lauren(A/N no not Shawn's friend):Hey
Me: heyy
Lauren: what's up pimple face?
Me: oh nothing.
Lauren: oh haha me neither
Me: I have to go talk some other time.
Lauren: byyyeeeee
--end of text message--

I sigh and lock my phone. Ouch, it hurts me when she calls me that. I think she thinks it's a joke because she's never had that many pimples but I don't find it funny. I didn't ask for pimples they just came it's not my fault. I wash my face every night and morning but there is barely ever a difference. I used to be confident but then she kept hitting me where it hurt. Commenting on my nose, pimples, body. I was always a little insecure but I got over it because there were things I love but now all I can see are those things. I'm too skinny but my stomachs not flat enough, too many pimples and one big mountain of a nose. I'm hurting but I keep it inside and that's the way I like it. I'm a broken girl nobody knows because I look so put together on the outside. I like to pretend I don't care but I just wish someone would notice.

A/N thanks for reading new chapters coming soon. I hope you like it comment any ideas for future chapters and your thoughts. <3 love you