Forever Young.

New Start

Chapter 18

Kayla's P.O.V

I was pacing around the room, freaking out.... I couldn't breath, Josie was going to die. Oh god she can't die.... Oh she can't die. I heard footsteps coming from the basement... Waiting for to see who it was, my heart dropped when I saw Harry's face. He looked at me and turned to walk away. I ran, crumbling to my knees.

" Harry!!!!!!" He stopped turning around toward me. " Where is she?"

" dead..." He trailed off, and it felt like I had been punched in the chest... I couldn't breath.. At all. I felt someone touch my shoulder

" GET OFF" I turned sending red flames everywhere.... I quickly got on my feet running back up stairs. Leaving everyone to wonder.

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( 3 Months Later )

I rolled around in the bed, taking in the scent of my filthy bed... I haven't been sleeping at all... I can't sleep... I feel like a damn zombie. I looked around, this place wasn't the same without her.. There is a knock in the door, it opened, Niall stood there, he watched me me as I took my bed sheets off, throwing them in the dirty clothes pen. I looked over my shoulder as Niall touched my waist.

" Stop." He slowly moved his hand away.

" I-I'm sorry.". I hadn't talked to Niall since Josie died, well I have but they were short. I haven't let him touch me, or kiss me... Anything. I've been by myself... I turned looking at Niall. He looked so said. " You can't be like this forever."

" I will be like this as long as I feel like." I walked passed him, shoving passed, but he grabbed my wrist. I looked up at him shocked. " Let me go!!!!" I shook my wrist around but he wouldn't budge! " Let Go Niall James!!!" He slowly let go. And I stumbled back. I hated arguing with Niall but that seems that all we can do lately. I went to walk out but he stopped me.

" YOU AREN'T THE KAYLA I FELL IN LOVE WITH!!!!!!!" I stopped my heart sinking... I looked down at my hands.

" Well shit happens, and people change..." I slammed my door behind me before rushing in the bathroom.

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My clothes clanged onto my body, I sat in the tub, the burning water, stinging my skin. My hair stuck to my face, covering my face. I cried, Niall loved me and I have been treating him like shit for the past three months. I can't believe this was actually happening. I treated the one person that cared for me the most like shit. I cried sobbing.... I felt two hands move under me, and I was lifted from the tub. I took in the scent of Niall. I looked up at him, he moved my wet hair off my cheek.

" Damn it Kayla... Stop it." I looked up at him, knowing I looked in my worst state.. I looked at the ground now, not wanting to look and his face... He grabbed my chin, forcing me to look him. I still tried my damn best to not look at him. But he took me by surprise by his lips pressing to mine. My eyes shoot open, I froze not moving my lips at all. " God damn it kiss me!!!" He didn't have to tell me again, this time I was more than willing. My hands slung in his hair, my legs wrapping around his waist and tugging him closer. " Now that's the Kayla I know." He spoke in between kisses. I laughed, our lips still syncing together. One of my hands moving up his chest, my hands feeling chest hair.

I moved from his lips, ripping the shirt open. The buttons flying everywhere.

" Where the hell did this come from!?!?" He chuckled.

" That's what you get for ignoring me for three months." My fingers traced the brown hair that laid against Nialls chest, it made me want him even more. Niall hummed of the satisfaction of my touch. " You've got to help the girls clean... Josie funerals tomorrow."