"J-Jimin" she stutters and shudders at the touch of his lips on hers. His right hand held on firmly at her ribs and his left hand tightly gripped around her waist. He was impatient and rough, almost as if forced to but gladly enough she gently pushes him back for some room."You don't like it?" He asks, nearly out of breath. He could feel that she was a little bit uncomfortable, in fact he felt the same way too. But he needed to get his mind off of things. Off of Bee.
"No- I mean- I do but n-not here" she stumbles on her words.
They were sat there in a Ferris wheel car of a funfair that had opened for the weekend. It was nearly reaching the peak and they could see everything from that height.
"I'm sorry" he immediately apologizes, genuinely sorry for what he had rushed her into and pulls away from her slowly. Hyomin shakes her head and holds his hand.
"Don't be" she smiles, "It just didn't feel like you were thinking about me" she mutters to herself as she stares out of the window, but Jimin heard every single word of it. He frowns, trying to fathom the meaning behind them.
"Why did you say yes?" She asks out of a sudden and it takes Jimin aback. She turns to to look back at Jimin, "Why did you agree to go out with me when I confessed?"
Jimin however could only sit there stare back at her.
"It has been a month now since we got together. I was really happy when you said yes; and I do really really like you Jimin but I just feel like you didn't feel the same way about me." She wipes a stray tear from the corner of her eye.
"Hyomin, I- " he tries to reason but truthfully, he had nothing else to say.
"I tried, I really did but- you're always looking at someone else."
Jimin is guilty. He couldn't even say anything to make things better for the both of them. He didn't know he was being selfish and rude especially playing with her feelings only until now. He was the worst kind of person and he hated himself for that.
As if on cue, the car stopped and it was time for them to get off. Hyomin grabs onto Jimin and they both get out of the car. Both of them not saying a word, Hyomin leads him without even glancing back.
"Hyomin" he finally says and she stops in her tracks. He can see that her shoulders are shaking and she moved her hands to wipe away the tears on her face before she turns around and smiles widely back at him.
"Thank you for accepting my feelings, but I think it's time I moved on now." She says cheerfully even when her eyes are still red and glassy from her tears. "Make her happy, okay?" She smiles one last time before running past him.
Jimin stands there, confused by everything but most of all his feelings. He just got dumped by his girlfriend and the fact that she knew all along that he had feelings for someone else, didn't make him feel any better.
"Has anyone seen my polkadot underwear?" Jungkook shouts from his room. He has searched everywhere for them but it has been missing for a whole week.
Taehyung without looking away from his basketball game he was playing on the PS, shakes his head. "Someone must be wearing them again" he answers very non chalantly. And the first name that Jungkook mutters under his breath is "Yoongi hyung."
Right at that moment, the door to their dorm opens and Jimin comes stumbling in.
"Namjoon. Where is namjoon?" He slurs and nearly trips over his own foot.
"Hyung? Have you been.. drinking?" Jungkook asks the obvious. Jimin doesn't respond or couldn't even respond to anyone so he, with mch effort makes his way to Namjoon's room.
Lucky for him, Namjoon is there on his bed nodding his head listening to some music, probably his own that he was working on and doesn't notice Jimin only until he walks up to the bed.
"Hey Chim. What's up?" he asks and immediately notices the drunkeness of the younger man. "Jimin?"
Jimin, although a lot smaller than the older guy was still strong enough to grab him by the collar and pull him up from the bed and push him against the wall behind them.
"Jimin, what the fuck?" Namjoon is alarmed by his behaviour and in return grabs Jimins collar but Jimin doesn't back down so easily, instead he grips on tighter and pins the taller and more stronger Namjoon against the wall.
"You're my friend" he starts, "but I hate you so much" and before Namjoon could say anything he gets socked right in the face. Namjoon falls and crashes the bedside table, and tries to shake off the sight of the spinning room. Jimin staggers backwards from his blow, but moves forward again to pull Namjoon up by his shirt.
Jimin was expecting for Namjoon to hit him back but instead he's faced with a mocking smirk.
"You're drunk aren't you?" He says with a scoff. "Hit me again, I dare you."
"Why do I have to go through all this torment because of you?" He screams and gives Namjoon another blow on the other side of his face. Once again Namjoon falls down on his back and he doesn't get up this time. Instead he chuckles. If this is what he needs to do to get Jimin to finally realise his feelings, then he is willing to do what it takes. For both Jimin and Bee.
Jimin straddles the man and grabs onto his collar. Namjoons neck goes lax and his head hangs as he looks up at Jimin. His lips are busted and there's blood down his nose but he provokes him further and chuckles at the younger guy above him.
"I love her! But why does she go to you!" He screams. At this moment, the other guys rush in, shocked to see the commotion unravel before them and Hoseok shouts at Jimin to stop before he storms in and fibally drags Jimin off Namjoon. Taehyung comes in as well as it takes both of them to hold Jimin back from causing any more damage.
Namjoon is being helped up by Jungkook and they all turn to him when he laughs it off.
"Jimin, you're such an idiot." He says as he wipes off the blood trickling from under his nose. "Instead of being a coward and letting it all out on me, maybe you should talk to her yourself?"
"I'm- I'm not a coward." He grumbles under his breath, finally calming down just a little. He pulls away from Hoseok and Taehyung's grip but he doesn't move from where he is standing.
"You both are idiots." Namjoon scoffs to himself again, amused that Jimin just doesn't really get it.
"Get him to the kitchen Jungkook. He needs the medic kit." Hoseok instructs.
"Come talk to me when you've calmed down- and sober" Namjoon finally says and limps out with the help of Jungkook. Hoseok and Taehyung follows from behind leaving Jimin to himself to calm down.
Later that night, Jimin knocks on Namjoons and Jungkooks door. When he opens the door, Jungkook is already asleep but Namjoon still wide awake on his laptop.
"Have you finally calmed down?" He asks as he sits up and puts away his macbook.
"I have a splitting headache that's for sure" He answers and sits down beside Namjoon on his bed while rubbing on his temples. "I haven't been able to sleep at all."
"Then good, we're even then." Namjoon retorts.
"Yeah, sorry about earlier" Jimin apologizes and tries his best not to look at the damage he had done to Namjoons face. Although the room was dimly lit, the bruises and the cut lip were pretty purple and prominent.
"Look Jimin" Namjoon turns serious, "Like I said before, I don't think I'm the one you should be sorting this out with." He raises his arms and pats Jimin on his back, "It's Bee who you should really be talking to."
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