Elliot finished up cleaning and started making his surprise, Olivia went over and sat on the couch watching him.
Olivia thought "Stop watching Olivia! you cant feel this way about him, he's your best friend" Olivia said to herself in her head
Olivia ignored her thoughts and smiled while watching Elliot
"so can you see me what your making" Olivia said
"I'm making Dark chocolate and almond torta with amaretto cream" Elliot said smiling
"Wow" Olivia said getting up and walking over to the counter
"Hey, um, how are you doing?" Elliot said while finishing up and putting it on plates
"I'm okay." Olivia said looking down at her hands
Elliot put the pates on the counter and sat down in front of her
"I'm here if you want to talk about it, you know that right?" Elliot said grabbing her hand slowly
"Yeah I know.. I just don't really want to talk about it" Olivia said grabbing her fork
"okay, but whenever you are ready just let me know" Elliot said as she started eating
"Hows your kids?" Olivia said looking at Elliot
"their good, Maureen is getting married, Kathleen is good she just bought her own apartment, Dickie and lizzie are finishing up collage, and Eli just started second grade" Elliot said smiling
"that's good" Olivia said eating
"you know you would make an amazing mom" Elliot said looking at her
Olivia laughed a little "Yeah I don't think so" Olivia said shaking her head
"why?" Elliot said
"Because of my job El, I cant have a baby and be a cop at the same time" Olivia said
"I had babies and was a cop at the same time" Elliot said smiling
"You've never been kidnapped" Olivia said looking down
"is that what your worried about?" Elliot said
"What if I have a kid and something happens again, but this time its worse" Olivia said pushing her plate away and looking down
Elliot got up and went over to her side, he sat beside her and grabbed her hand.
"Liv, you cant worry about that, you know that bad things can happen on this job but you cant let fear run you, you have to think about your kids at home and remember to be more careful than you have ever been" Elliot said looking in her eyes
Olivia sniffed and wiped her eye
"Please don't cry Liv" Elliot whispered
"You have to go El" Olivia said softly
"I'm not leaving okay, your upset" Elliot said
"El, please go...I cant do this" Olivia said
"Wait, do what?" Elliot said looking at her
"I-I don't want to mess anything up, please leave" Olivia said walking in to her bedroom
Elliot sighed and cleaned up the plates and Olivia's bedroom
"Liv?" Elliot said walking in to her bedroom
"El I said leave" Olivia said while she was laying face down on the bed
