{ Rosie's POV}
So, i am trying to be friends with Emily, but it's hard. I feel like she does not like me, who I am I kidding she doesn't. I am not a "pop" she is, so why do I even try. I really can't and that is that, it's just like that. I will not be one ever and we'll, I'm kind of okay with that.
On, a other note my friend Courtney is becoming a "pop" and that's that. She is even dating one, but I'm not saying that it's bad, i'm really happy for her,but I miss her soooooo much and it kills me that we don't hang out a lot. But, I'm fine really, we'll ummm , UGH! I'm not ok I am just not okay.
Look I tried to cut myself . why? I don't know. Maybe it's because I am losing my friend, or, my friends are cutting, and I am trying to be like them. gosh!
why do I do stupid things! why! I DO NOT KNOW! I wish could go back !home sometimes and be with jack,but I can't I am stuck here for a long, long time.
{ June's POV }
So, today has been a wow day. I talked to James, and he was telling me how gay Erik was, but is he really? No, he is not! Yes, he is! NO! YES! UGH! Why,do I even ugh! Okay, I have to tell him, what people are saying about him.
"Hey, Erik" I said feeling shy.
"Hi, June." He said.
"So, I need to talk to u about something" I said
What is it? He asked.
"Um, can u stop being so gay?"
"What!"
"Here's a five, to stop being gay"
"WTF, is wrong with u "
What did I just do! I just said the meanest thing to one of my friends that I love to death. I am a monster, how could I do that . How? I 'm going to make this okay.
{ Erik POV}
"Why would June say that!" "Why Rosie! "
"I don't know,but I am going to find her now!" Yelled Rosie
"Me too!! " said Courtney. "Ugh. I thought she was my friend."
I needed to do something. Do I tell a teacher? what do I do? I need help from Heather.
