This year was the first year of middle school finally! Camel seen this boy on the first day an thought I gotta have him !.she became friends with johnny she fell in love with johnny but she couldn’t have him .johnny already had a girlfriend at the time Camille was hurt badly but she put it aside .Camille was a strong believer that her and johnny will be soon together she thought too herself just wait on it!! “that’s what she did “waited and waited .The day she always dreamed of came true that she will have ah chance with him but her and johnny was yet sew far from being ah couple ..when she told her sister that she loved johnny her sister screamed yayyyyy! And after class she found johnny and told him she came bakk too me and told me but he didn’t give an answer she was scared but her sister aliyah got ah answer from johnny best friend and he said that johnny said YES!
Chapter2
STORIES!
Its been only 2weeks that Camel and Johnny been ah couple. In them 2weeks Camel been the happiest she has ever been in ah long time. When people find out that johnny was my girlfriend (girls only had something too say about it) they had stories that johnny did this and that too them Camel wanted too cry right then and there but she didn’t she didn’t want them hoes too think they hurt her! So she just kept it too herself .“but none of that shidd was true “! not ah bit of it !! . Now its been ah MONTH! The same girls kept asking and telling me things about johnny but this time she didn’t let it get too her .The thing was that Camille kept it all too herself how she felt about it and what she see johnny doing. One day Camille was walkn too lunch with aliyah and makihia and she seen johnny talking too shennell and shennell was the MAIN one telling me the same SHIDD! She was all up on him but Camille new bettter then too get not trust johnny because she loved him too much too think other wise.
Chapter3:
When he told me he LOVED ME!
This day was one of Camille bad days in school she was down because of the things she heard and saw. So when she got home johnny text her yd(what you doing) she was testing johnny for ah few hours straight . Then the 3 words was said I LOVE YOU! Camille didn’t know what too say when she knew what she wanted too say was I LOVE YOU TOOO . She waited bot 5 minutes before she reply back too his text. She stared at text for ah long time and kept rereading it over an over !Everyday for weeks they said I Love You too each other before they had too go or was finny go too sleep . Camille wonder if johnny really did love her like she loved him but that all changed when she found out that! he really do love her ! She was too happy when he said it at school in front of people but she didn’t hear him when he said it. When she got home he text her why you didn’t say olive you when I said I was hurt I thought you didn’t love me no more!! she wanted too cry when she read that because he didn’t know how she really felted when he say the words! Now people ask her do she love johnny she replies with ah yes-yes and starts blushing bad ! Camille really love her boyfriend Johnny with all her heart!
Chapter4
When she heard he CHEATED!!!!
Its only been 3months and people already saying he CHEATED! Camille cried the whole weekend she havent spoken too anybody since she heard. Shes drafted away from Johnny because she didnt wanna get hurt even more then what she already was! Its been 2weeks since her an Johnny spoken Johnny been asking her friends did we break up they tell him no why. He ask was she ok they say you did enough already. But the thing was the girls who told him that wasnt her friends who knew what was wrong with her. So johnny think they relatetionship was thru when it wasnt that BROKE HER MORE AND MORE... Camille thinks he cheating with ah ratball, her heart is broken, she dont know if she single or not. This is the day the day Camille is going to ask Johnny is he cheating but first she have tootell her bestfriend Aliyah. Aliyah told Johnny about it cussed him out. Camille asked Johnny ,Johnny said NO NEVER I WOULD NEVER HURT YOU Camille was happy that he wasnt cheating but shestill had doubts about it but she believed him.Camille an Johnny wasnt that as they were at first before all this EXTRA stuff happened. Camille experinced her FIRST hopefully her LAST HEART BREAK! She found out she cant trust not ah soul ever she was HURT,SCARED,CONFUSED, and IN LOVE. Now Camille keep to herself she barely tell her best friend anything no more and if she do its days,weeks,months later.
Chapter5
the Break Up!!!
Camille made up she was thru with all the DRAMA! If another ratball come up to her asking about some DAMN Johnny she was gonna snap an hit ah rat today. So she decieded to END IT ALL! She couldnt do it tho she couldnt go up to Johnny an tell him how she felt or why she doing it or what happened. She waited and waited then she told Aliyah that she wanted to but didnt at the same time. Aliyah told cameron Johnny friend that she dont know if they ove ror not because Johnny wanted too know. SHE BLOCKED OUT EVERYONE AND EVERYBODY! She ran away from Johnny he was confused about what was wrong with her. He was asking the wrong people what was wrong with her because didnt even know. At the end of the she didnt walk with anybody she waited until her moma came and got hers he cried when she got home for ahwhile. Then she got the text from Johnny so are we over she didnt reply bakk she waited an hour then said I dont know Johnny im confused,im hurt,sad,broken all of the above. He asked why she replied bakk with BECAUSE OF YOU!! I love you to much to let you go but then I hate the fact that we not like ah real couple sometimes because of stupid hoes telling me shit but I believe you but it just the fact they keep telling me different stuff that hurt and they know it. But I cant keep crying myself to sleep over him. it got to the point when i became depressed because I dont know. So.... then it was no reply for ah while she was scared of the out come .
Chapter6
It gotten to a dark point of her life after their break up Camille just shut everyone an everything out . she cried days weeks sraights tring to get ov the heart break even though she caused it . she felt like nothing without him its was painfully. she got over him little by little i mean little. when she see him shel try to speak but she jus kinda stand there akwardly staring at him. shell try to talk about it with Aliyah but before she can get done typing Aliyah already brung it up well him and his girlfriend & how much she hates him. Camille just cry and cry when her family doesnt see her upset. every single day Camille have to go through all this pain ,hurt, reget, and sadness during school an at home. Camille forces her self not too search him up and jus stare ,cry, wheep, and think about how happy he makes her but then at the same time hurt her !. how could someone in 4months have such an affect on her ?how could she fall in love in 1month in being in a relationship with somone soo different from her ? All she can do is think why do istill love the ass hole who keep breaking my heart into little pieces?!
