Well.... shit

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"You know I will always love you sis.." He hugged me while his loser of friends took his suitcase.

I sobbed not caring who saw, "If you love me, DO LEAVE ME!" I hiccuped in-between words.

He gave me a small smile, "I would take you with me sunshine, but the management won't allow it" He cupped my cheek which only made me cling to him more.

Through all my sobs, I didn't notice my dad grabbing me so Micheal could leave. Micheal looked at dad and gave him a small smile.

He looked back at me with tears pooling his eyes, "I'm sorry sunshine" He pulled away which made scream for my brother.

"NO MICHEAL, PLEASEEEE... DON'T LEAVE! I PROMISE. I PROMISE TO BE GOOD" I hit my dad, but I didn't care. All I wanted was to be with my brother. 

"PLEASE!! I'LL BE GOOD! I'LL LISTEN" I hit my dad in the stomach a he lost his hold of me. I ran towards the car, which was already leaving. I ran till I couldn't feel my legs. 

"ANDRA WAKE UP! YOU'LL BE LATE FOR COLLEGE!!" I groaned at the voice shaking me awake.

After about 5 minute of shaking me awake, "I'm awake, I'm awake" I mumbled.

"Well you need to hurry up, your gonna be late" I heard my mum walk out.

I lifted my head to my alarm, "MOMMM, IT'S 5:30AM. I DON'T TAKE THE FREAKING BUS ANYMORE" I screamed slamming my head into a pillow.

"Well, you shouldn't get into the habit on sleeping in" She yelled back.

I sat up in may bed and sighed for the first time today but certainly not the last. I walked to the bathroom to do usual routine (Shower, brush teeth, get dressed). 

I ran down the stair with backpack full of books, "What with huge breakfast?" I asked.

She smile and literally glowed with happiness, "Micheal is coming home for Christmas".

I froze will stealing a piece of bacon, "For how long though"I mumbled.

"Well for three days but it's something" She singsonged.

"Are you even sure? Because what about what happened last time and the time before that.." I bitterly. Michael was supposed to coming for a week last Holiday, but something came up and he couldn't come.

I heard my mom sigh, "Andra. He said he was sorry and he made it up".

I rolled my eyes, "YOU CALL MAKING IT UP WITH A 30 MINUTE PHONE CALL... IS THAT SUPPOSED TO  MAKE UP FOR MISSING MY GRADUATION OR 18TH BIRTHDAY. NO" I screamed with tears in my eyes.

She looked at me frowning, "Andra...".

I ignored her and ran to my parked car. Unlocking it, I sat there for 20 minutes just crying. 

It's not fair being shut out from the one person you trust. I hadn't seen him in person since his tour in Sydney, and that only for one night. He texted when could and called. But the only way to see him was through interviews. He always tried to make up to me by buying me stuff. Like a car or a new art stuff. But it never fixed it.

I finally wiped away my tears and left for college.