Is love real

Chapter 12

Wow all these emotions going through my head!! How? What? Who?. But at the end I had to respond, I mean what is the worst that can happen. 

"Hi," I replied 

"I heard"

" Maybe we should talk in my room."

"yeah sure."

as we walked up the stairs all that was running through my head was wow this is life. 

"Hey so whats  up"

"Tally I heard what happen and are you okay, I mean is there anything I can do."

I just looked him in his eyes and as they started to water I knew what I had to say. 

"I-I don't know if there is any thing for you to do, I fucked up and its my fault I can't take it back". Right then and there I broke down. "Ican't believe this is my life I just keep fucking up no matter what I do I just can't help it nothing I do it right I-." 

right then I could fell Tyler's lips touch mine.

"shhh don't cry you did nothing wrong but had done what you was supposed to do." 

"Yeah but I bought you in th-."

"Hey I wanted to do this you did not force me. and I had a lot of fun."

I chuckled "Yeah" as I smile.

"see that's the pretty smile I fell in love with-" he just started blanked in my eyes as if he wanted to take it all back.

"umm I mean.... Ughhhh I have to go.

"NO Don't go Tyler." he ignored me "Tyler wait" as I yelled down the stairs  outside in the pouring rain.

"Tyler stop.... You can't avoid me."

"Umm yes I can that's why I'm leaving now duh."

"Tyler I'm for real okay you can't do this to me plus you did not even ask how I felt about it." 

as the rain kissed are faces I knew this was it. 

" Tyler I.... I think I mean know I.... I love you to."

we just looked at each other confused. He came near me and full on kissed the BLEEP  out of me. I mean that shit was good as fuck. Okay sorry heat of the moment. But I realized that this was the type of love I felt and liked, the type that made me not want more, the type of love that I felt when my mom hugged me the last tie I ever got to see her before she died fight in front of me, the type I felt when she hugged me when uncle raped me and no one believe me but her. I felt loved and it just felt so, so right. 

The next morning I felt amazing I had such and amazing , handsome boyfriend who love me the right way. I knock was at my door.

"Tally.... Tally open up." said Roman 

"What!!"

"let's go or we will be late."

I forgot that i had church and promised to help out with today service. After church I took my ride with Tyler he said he would take me to this Nice restaurant called trying to get in my pants, which he did but that was later that night. I mean i can have fun to right.