Unexpected rejection

Chapter 36 :))

April's pov
Darkness consumed me, I didn't know what was happening but then 2 bright lights appeared in front  of me one red and one white.
"April" the lights chanted
"Uh who are you.." I whispered as I looked at both of the lights
"It's your wolf!" The white light said
"And it's your demon" the red light growled
"hey silver and hold up... D-demon?" The red light giggled
"Yes April your demon.. Do you not wonder how you can see Sydney and no one else can? Because you have those powers and those incredibly strong rages."
"W-what?" I  was confused... I raged?
"Oh haha" my "demon" pulled up the flashbacks of today
"Holy shit.. I did that?" My demon started laughing as silver sighed
"April forgive him... He just wants the evil in you"
"No I forgive him but.. That's sick! I beat up that bitch!"
"really April.." I smiled
"Ok so why am I hereee? Not that I don't want to be I just have other things to do.."
"We know April but your here because that son of a bitch Sydney stabbed you with a knife laced wolfs bane  but luckily your demon here saved you." I smirked
"So your actually useful for something aye" he giggles
"I'm useful for most things my dear April"
"Ok well send me back so I can give her a peace of my mind!"
"April that's the thing..."
"What do you mean? That's the thing" my heart bested faster
"We don't know if you will be able to wake up." fear struck me
"WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU DON'T KNOW? I THOUGHT MY DEMON HERE SAVED ME!"
"he did.. But unfortunately you've been more wolf than demon..."
"Aw shucks" I muttered
"There is one way.." Silver whispers and my demon started giggling again which is starting to become creepy
"You could..."
"I could what?!" I was growing impatient
"let him take over you."
"Let who take over me silver?!"
"demon..." I widened my eyes
"But.. What about you?" She smiles
"You'll still have me April, always and forever in your heart. You may not be able to contact me as much seeing as your more demon but you will still have my form. Your powers will become stronger than they already are."
"so what if I was on my period and I had mood swings and I was angry at John, I could basically kill him?"
"Yep"
"Yikes... Are you sure this is the only way. I don't wanna stop talking to you silver... You were there for me when no one else was" tears started to form in my eyes, her light started moving towards me.
"April.. Nothing lasts forever not even your wolf. I loved you but I'm afraid you have to let go in order to live." Silver spread her warmth to me as I cried
"There has to be another way... You were like a mom to me"
"No April, there isn't another way so let me make this easier for you... William do it" I opened my mouth about to shout but I couldn't say anything, power surged through my body as I stared at silvers withering light.
"I love you April laws" I could feel her slipping away as I took a deep breath
"I'm back bitch" I took the knife out of my stomach and threw Sydney out the window
"I told you! Try again in another lifetime!" Sydney knocked out in the front yard as Jack started to see her
"April what the fuck?!" I rolled my eyes
"You could've killed her!! What were you thinking?!"
"Jack.."
"What is it April."
"Do you love her..?" He looks down
"JACK. DO YOU LOVE HER?" He sighs with tears in his eyes
"April I-.."

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