Us Againts Destiny(TIAOM4REAL)

chapter 55

After the convention
Sassy report to the hospital which she was assigned..and a very important patient was rushed .
On how she look like...
She was really suffering..she was unconcious when sassy check out on her..
Sassy was so emotional seeing that person..
Though the person who was with that patient didnt recognize sassy because she changed a lot..
Sassy still remembered bridget..her first ..and her almost..
Bridget was a lesbian who fall for sassy...and sassy also had a feelings same as bridget..but still...it didnt work..sassy chooses to be formal...than to be with bridget..whom she loved secretly..

Bridget was so skinny..so pale..
She had lung cancer...
And now suffering that much..
Sassy wanted to save her..she wanted to dk everything to save bridget..but she failed..
Bridget got severe bleeding inside..which made it hard for her to breathe..

She ended up..sitting outside the hospital..pressing her palm..trying not to cry..but she cant..
She wanted bridget alive..she wanted to talk to her..ask her if she's mad..or ask an apology..but it was too late..
She let go of her tears..she had so many cases like that..but this time..this failure truly hurt her..

A car stop infront of her...
It was her car..and tim get out from it..

Tim: sassy..

Sassy: ( look up)

Tim: are you alright?

Sassy: what are you doing here..and why did you took my car?

Tim: i took it from the bar sassy..i still had the keys..so..i just drop it here myself

Why are you crying?

Sassy: its none of your business..

Tim: i know..
( held sassy her key)

Sassy: thanks..

Tim: ( nod)
Ill go ahead..

Sassy: tim..

Tim: huh?

Sassy: do you still smoke?

Tim: yeah

Sassy: do you have one

Tim: what? Youre smoking ?

Sassy: just now..

Tim: ( took one from the cigarette box) here..

Sassy: ( light the cigarette then sip..but she choked)

Tim: ( took away the smoke from sassy)
Stop being a pro..give me that..

Sassy: hey..thats mine..

Tim: no..( throw the smoke on the ground then step on it)
Smoking is never a stress relief..lets go somewhere..

Sassy: ( stood up)..ok

They went to a small store nearby..tim ordered a fruit drinks..and crackers..

Sassy: thanks..

Tim: so..anything you want to open up?

Sassy: about what?

Tim: the reason why you cry..

Sassy: im disappointed..

Tim: why??

Sassy: i failed saving a person's life..

Tim: its ok...you did everything already..its god's will now..

Sassy: but i want that person alive.

Tim: hmm...who is that person?

Sassy: my almost.

Tim: almost?

Sassy: yeah..she was my closes friend when i was on primary school..then we just fall apart when i knew about her being a lesbian..i was still a kid that time..i didnt know that..what we were was not just friendship..but there was already attraction and affection on it
... she want us to be more than what we are..lovers..i get confused..afraid that my parents would get mad..so i...i stay away from her..until..my dad ..ask me to transfer from other school..i thought thats it..but..she still try to reached out
.even when she knew i already had a boyfriend..she just stop..maybe when she heard that im already engaged..that time i lost contact on her. Then after how many years..we meet..but this time..she didnt able to open her eyes.and see me...i didnt even had time to say sorry..for leaving her..for staying away from her...

Tim:did you love her??

Sassy: honestly..yes...but im weak...i cant fight for her..the way she did..

Tim: its ok...dont feel bad..

Sassy: i am tim..i am..haist..

Tim land her hand on sassy's shoulder..sassy cried once more..