Fifteen
Age 13:
I'm going to be somebody. I can't wait until I turn fifteen.
I'll be beautiful, the prettiest thing they've ever seen.
Age 14:
So maybe he doesn't love me.
So maybe I wasn't enough; first loves are tough.
In a few months I'll be fifteen,
Our memory will be washed clean.
Age 15:
Here it is,
the year I've been waiting for.
Except I wanted more;
I didn't ask to be screaming on the bathroom floor,
I didn't ask for my heart to be sore.
I didn't know this world could be so mean;
I didn't know it at fifteen.
Please Remember Me
I know we've said things,
we've left our daily routine.
Our morning I love you's
and our afternoon acting like fools.
I know it's said that all good things come to an end,
I had a whole message written but I never hit send.
I'm starting to believe I need you a whole lot more than you need me,
it's in your eyes, its clear to see.
I've built my whole life around you,
what else is there for me to do?
You make me weak,
You make it hard to breathe.
If this it,
If we never really made it,
Baby, please don't forget to remember me.
Nobody's Home
"I couldn't tell you
why she felt that way,
she felt it everyday.
I couldn't help her
I just watched her make
the same mistakes again.
She wants to go home,
But nobody's home.
It's where she lies,
Broken inside.
No place to go, no place to go,
to dry her eyes,
Broken inside."
~Avril Lavigne
Please stay strong my darlings.
It gets better, I promise.💕
Echosmith: I wish that I could be like the cool kids,
cause all the cool kids, they seem to get it.
Me: Screw the cool kids, they don't get shiz.😛✌
