Unprepared, Unaccepted, Unknown and Unconditionally Love You

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The after Harry learn that he was indeed pregnant, he tried his best to kept it known from Jay and Louis. He won’t let them take away his baby much as abort it with his consent. He wore huge jumpers to hide it. Thank God its winter season cause he have the right to wear those coats and jumpers.

He still took care of his baby boy Edward as well as taking care of his unborn child. With the help of the baby’s nanny. Louis was still clueless of his condition. He was always in a business trip along with Jay that’s why Harry wasn’t afraid of rummaging the cupboard and fridge.

Four Months…

He was growing bump visible now. He mostly wore a pad for pregnant females to hid their bump well. It was safe for him like his Doctor advice for him to wear. Louis sometimes asks him if he was sick of something but he always lies. Stomach bug and such is all he response.

He was nervous and always conscious into his action whenever Louis and Jay are around the house not that he don’t want them but he was afraid that they would notice his different behavior. He was afraid for his baby’s life.

Seven Months….

“Baby…” Harry cooed his growing bump as he sat carefully into the bed. It took him months and months to set up a secret room where he could freely hide from the outside without them knowing. Louis and him still slept in the same bed but as much as Harry tried to be sweet and casual, he can’t and sometimes throwing fits and flipping at Louis who was clueless at all. 

He looks around the room where he was. Standing as his step closer to a very pink crib where he steps up by himself. He was good at sneaking things at the house maybe part of his cat abilities. He was very prepared for the day his baby girl would be born. Even if Louis wasn’t his side.

Sometimes he asks himself if this action of him was alright and he knew it was wrong but when he came back months ago where Jay and Louis talking about aborting ‘if’ he was pregnant, he cringed in fear. Sometimes he questioned why Jay loathes him. He never had done anything at all. He was good boyfriend, husband and a father. He always there for Louis needs. He loves Louis more than he ever loves himself. Guess that love sometime become selfish that you won’t care about the others and that’s what he feels now with the exception to his first baby. Edward. How can he forget him the constant sunshine into his life?

He never neglect him or something it was just that their circumstances is too much complicated right know and he needs to be strong not just to himself but the baby inside of him who needs him dearly.

Nine Months…

Harry was getting this bad cramps on and off for almost an hour and he knew he was about to give birth. He was prepared. Things that needed to be need. From baby grown to string and scissors. He glances at the clock from time to time.

3 am in the morning and he was still awake. Louis was in their bed sleeping like a log which he was thankful for.

He gently massages his firm hard bump.

“Baby Girl, are you getting ready to out, hmmm?” Harry asks which earned him a sharp kick and a wet dribble of water into his legs. He hurriedly went to the bathroom where a water bath was prepared.

He carefully sat at the tub. Gently massaging his bump and with a gag into his mouth to prevent any noise he’ll make as the first contraction hit him.

“Ahmmmm!” Harry grip tightly at the side of the tub as he started to push.

“Uggghh!” Second contraction.

“Ahhh!!!” Slowly he slips his hands towards the water where he held a bloody baby into his hands. He immediately pulled it out of the water.

“Baby Girl! My baby girl is here!” Harry cried for joy and sigh in relief. He tied a string and cut the cord connecting him and his new baby and gently wraps him in a pink baby grow.

“Baby! Hush my baby.” Harry gently stand and retrieve the cleaning materials to clean his bloody mess of a baby.

“My Baby. Harry’s Kitten Baby!” Harry cooed as he finished cleaning her up.

He set her into the large bed he well sneak into the house the night Louis gave him money. He bought many things for her. Clothes, shoes, diapers and milk’s. Toys and allots of toys.

“Miracle Simone Styles!” Harry cheered as he gently talking into his baby.

“That’s your name my baby, like that? Miracle Angel?” Harry peppered her with kisses into her forehead.

“You are safe now. This will be our haven my Miracle Angel. You are wanted though even if your unprepared, unaccepted, unknown but I unconditionally love you.”

They lay there just treasuring the moment for the both of them cause Harry knew it will take a long walk with lies and deceit to be free as he grow his unknown baby girl.

‘’Miracle Angel…” Harry whispers as sleep took him.