21 Days With Him?! (YoonMin)

Chap 23

Jimin's Pov

Yoongi opens the door and peeks his head out.

"What kind of important? If its an apology I don't want to hear it. You scarred your brother. He probably hates to see you like that," he tells me.

"He's seen me like that before," I mumble. He chips his lips and tries to close the door. "No no please. I really have to tell you this."

"I'm not going to leave my brother and your brother unattended," he tells me.

"Just for a little bit. It's not gonna take long." He sighs. He grabs his room key and comes out. I smile. Wait I didn't think I would get this far.

"Well?" he questions crossing his arms over his chest.

"I uh I have uh-"

"Spit it out Jimin!"

"I have BPD." 

His face scrunches up in confusion. Of course he wouldn't know.

"BPD what's that?"

"Borderline Personality Disorder," I tell him making sure my eyes don't make contact with his.

"What's that? You have to give me more details," he says uncrossing his arms letting them fall. His voice turns to concern. I guess that's how everyone is when they hear the word disorder.

"It's a mental illness that causes unstable moods, behavior, and relationships. Well that's what my doctor tells me," I reveal.

"Unstable moods, behavior... This explains so much," he says as if deep in thought. "All those times when you were lashing out it wasn't because you wanted to you had no impulse on that, you couldn't control that." he concludes. I nod. "Jimin why didn't you tell me?"

"I didn't know how to tell you. I didn't know I would actually like you this much. When I first met you I admit you were cute but I thought you would annoy me to death."

"Why now? Why tell me now?"

"I wanted to explain that that wasn't me in the mall. It was the disorder. I can't control it."

He sighs and pulls me in for a hug. He hugs my waist tightly and I wrap my arms around him.

I smile. He understands. He doesn't think I'm different.

"This changes nothing. This just gives me an insight as to why you do the things you do. But I will be looking into this BPD more. I want to help," he says in the hug. I hug him tighter. He pulls away. "Sorry I acted the way I did."

"You had every right to act the way you did. I was being a dick."

"Just a tiny bit," he smiles and hugs me again.

"You're incredible Rich Boy."

"I try."

~

Yoongi's Pov

"Wakey wakey eggs and Christmas biscuits."

"It's not even Christmas time yet," I grumble to the person trying to wake me from my sleep.

"Oh c'mon wake up Yoongi. I wanna take my favourite boy out for good brunch."

I slowly open my eyes.

"Favourite? You're kidding right?" I ask Jimin. He shakes his head no. "You can't do this to me!" I groan.

"Not my fault you stayed up all night researching on my disorder." I groan again louder. He chuckles. "Now c'mon! Get dressed we're going out!"