Note: Hi! Asawa ko si Chanyeol, kaya manahimik ka!
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"Stop staring!" I said to him.
His stare is intense. Every time Chanyeol looked at me like that, the familiar feeling that I felt years ago always awakening. It's so nostalgic. As always.
"I'm not staring!" He denied and smiled playfully.
"Quit it. If you don't want me to kill you!" I threatened him.
"Easier said than done." He closed the distance between us and smirked. "Tell me, Do I make your heart flutter, huh? You like this." He said. Well, It's not a question but more like a statement.
Now, I have to admit that being this close to him made my stomach churned and made my mind go wild. Oh, I love this feeling.
"No. I hate this!" I pushed him hard with all my might. He backed away and smirked. Oozing with confidence. I pointed my index finger to him. "Y-you! D-dont you dare do it again! Don't come near me! I feel like..."
"You feel like, what?" He played along.
"I feel like I want to do something weird to you!" I said bitterly.
"I wonder what you're gonna do something weird to me." He mocked and again, I gasped. He closed the short distance between us. He cornered me with his left hand. He leaned his face towards my left ear and whispered. "Don't. Don't push me away. Please dont, baby."
"I -I-I told you already. Don't do t-this to me. P-please." I feel like choking. But again, I love this feeling. I moved my face to the right just so not our eyes will not met because honestly speaking, If that will happen, If our eyes will met again, I promise, I will not going to hold back my emotions anymore.
"Come on, sweetheart " His right hand caressed my right cheek. As if on cue, I looked up to him, shyly. "Are you scared of me?"
"No." I equalled the intensity his eyes are directing to me. "I'm not scared of you." I said with full of bitterness.
"Do you feel intimidated?"
"No. Not at all."
"Do you like being this close to me?"
"No. Never."
"What?" He chuckled and shook his head. He made a straight face. "Tell me, just be honest for once, sweetheart. Do you like me?" His voice is full of hope.
"No. I will never be." I said with full of hatred.
"What are you talking about? I can see that I have the effect on you. Don't play hard to get." He cocked his brow and frowned.
"Now, backed off."
"No."
"I told you already, I will make something weird to you, if you get much nearer to me!"
"Just then tell me what's the weird thing is! You're confusing me, alright!"
"Don't push me into the wall, boy. Now, backed off." I pushed him once again but he didn't even flinch unlike earlier.
"I don't get your point, sweetheart. I swear, I can feel your fast heartbeats right now. I can feel your hands trembling. I can see your cheeks blushing. I'm not dumb enough not to know what these mean are."
I composed myself. I already planned everything and I know, this time I will succeed. After all those years, this time I know I can make it.
"You really want to know what's the weird thing I am talking about...." I trailed off
"Yes, please." He sounded idiot.
"But first close your eyes." I command.
He then calmly close his eyes. "Like this?" He sweetly asked.
"Yeah." Now I can freely glare at him. I immediately pull out the weird thing inside my left pocket. I always have this thing whenever this guy is around.
He sighed but still, closed eyes. "Can I open my eyes now, sweetheart?"
"Oh, Not too fast. Just wait, will you?" I innocently asked.
"Okay. okay. But you do know that I am not too patient, right?" He half-heartedly smile.
Of course, I know that. That's the reason why my sister ended her life. You didn't wait for her. You didn't love her that much. You didn't.
I sighed heavily. This is it. I pulled the silencer and pointed the gun to his left temple.
"Wh-what are you---"
As if on cue, He immediately opened both of his eyes. Maybe he feIt the cold steel that brush through his skin.
But it's too late. I pulled out the trigger and the bullet effortlessly aimed his sensitive upper part. He collapsed with his opened eyes. This guy doesn't know how to wait. He didn't do what I told him to do.
"All you have to do is to wait. You didn't trust me enough, though. That's what people like you deserve." I said matter of factly.
I stared shamelessly infront of the dead guy and unconsciously began to cry.
"The weird thing about me is that I still have the gut to have a second thought of killing you. I still have the nerve to love you, begin to trust you and forget about your past with my sister. Despite of how cruel you are, still, I know I can withdraw everything. But baby, you didn't trust me enough. I'm so sorry."
