Shapes

"shapeshifter„

I wasn't the best,I wasn't great...I was nothing,I was bad at school...Close to failing...I wish I could go back,and fix everything.Everyone wants that,right?Well...Best friend now lost...Lonely in the dark,no words.If you want me,don't even try.Isn't it just  “HORRIBLE„ when parents kick you out of the house?Not your house anymore,they kick me out.I'm a big whore in this world,who do I belong to?

Why is the world so...Cruel...?Is it like that?

The next day...Walking into the forest,raining,the forest is creepy...When you walk through it...You think something is just gonna “drag„ you deeper,deeper,deeper...

I was walking,started hearing howls...Unknown.Started feeling pain in my body,started changing...Not knowing what will happen,I was scared,I was crying,I thought I was gonna die...I blackout for a few seconds...Stops...I started seeing no fingers...But paws,I screamed,while a pack was getting me...My back hurt...It felt like someone chopped you in two pieces...My mouth started...Shaping...Changing...I changed...I didn't know what to do...
I fell to the ground,fell asleep.I woke up from some time.I've seen myself,hairy,paws,ears,tail.I've seen my beautiful black fur...But I was freaked out...I stand up on my paws,I start walking through the forest,didn't know what to do...A pack came,huge one...I saw them,in a blurry vision,I fell to the ground,my heart beat fast,I was scared,thought they were gonna kill me...But something unnormal happened...They gave me meat,thinking I'm an actual one.

I stand up,At least I can communicate with them...“I don't want it„ As I said,they drag it into the den...Pushing me and telling me to go with them.After a couple hours of walking,we got there,beautiful den,real Heaven.I was smiling outside,but inside...I had no emotion.
Couple days went past,they let me stay.I was a bit happy that I have some to be with me...Some wolf came to me and asked my how is my day.It was fine...Not much fun...Every day the same wolf comes up to me,asks me about the day,brings me prey...Some days went by...He walks up to me saying...

He likes me,I couldn't accept,so I had no words,I smiled.He walked a bit closer to me,making me walk back,He made me more,till I got up a rock and fell into some bushes,I heard noises too...I quickly jumped back on the rock,not knowing the sound.

I was looking,I stand still,while he's next to me.Saw some pieces,not the whole thing...It started getting closer,closer,and closer.I freaked out,I walked back.

The day went past,nothing bad happened,but the pack was hungry as hell.They told me to go hunting,but this wolf from yesterday came with me too.I smiled.I was happy he was with me,but no relationship between us,haha...We go deeper into the forest creeper out,I see a bunny jumping around,right on our way,heard another noise too...Wasn't normal,started getting closer and closer.

I noticed hair...Big paws...

I noticed,but forgot.It started walking out slowly,growling,we lean down.Starts making more sound than before,It's not what I thought it was,I thought it was some kind of lamb,deer...I was wrong,it made a loud sound,bear one,it was a bear.I started growling,while the beat was getting closer,the wolf jumped on the beat and started biting it,I was scared,so I left some scars on the bear.

The wolf fell to the ground,hurt,bleeding,I almost teared up,I dragged he's body back to the den,saying what happened,and danger is coming,At first,they didn't believe me,the bear got closer,closer.He was there,the pack attacked.But lost.I ran away from the den with the body,I've ran into a huge hole in a tree,I got in there,I put he's body down,sleeping.I woke up the next day,realising he isn't waking up,I tried everything,but it didn't work.The day went past...I realized...

He won't ever wake up,he's gone,I walked thought the forest angry at myself.While I was walking,I saw my home,I was still angry,then the howl started again,the same one,I started feeling pain again,I started screaming,shaping back,some hours went by while I was back,I fell asleep,my mom found me,cold,dirty.She brings me back home.

I am happy I could see them again,I'm happy to be back again.