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WARNING: This bad piece of fanfic contains strong language, shipping, and ideologically sensitive material such as depressing/suicidal thoughts. Also this turned into a self-vent like halfway through so it goes from a twenty to a hundred reel quick, Read at your own risk.
Your name is F/N L/N, and you are tired of life right now. You had just gotten dumped by your girl/boyfriend yesterday, and are now walking down the street with a box in your hands. A box full of their things that were left in your house. Things like the jacket they lent you when it was cold outside, a couple of their favorite movies from one of your date nights, things like that. You we about halfway to her/his house but you've already been walking for about fifteen minutes. You would've had a parent drive you but they were "busy" with things. And by busy you meant sitting around doing nothing important but were too much of a jerk to take you.
~15 minute timeskip brought to you by choffie~
You were now standing on your ex's porch with hot tears streaming down your face. You were feeling so many emotions, nervousness, anger, and sadness. You hadn't even knocked on the door yet or anything, fearful of what she/he would say to you. You stood there for a minute or two before you wiped your tears and knocked on the door.
"...Y/N? What the fuck do you want? I told you to get out of my life." E/N stated colded, staring daggers at you.
"I came to give you your shit back, you jerk!" you yelled at him, shoving the box in his arms. "Now I'm out of your life, goodbye! " you screamed, as you slammed the door behind you, running home, despite that being the worst place you could be.
~30 minute skippy brought to you by Hi-Chew~
You opened the house door and slammed it shut, walking through the house to get to your room.
"F/N L/N, Stop right there." You heard in a stern voice. You freezed in your tracks as you turned around to face your mother.
"What can I do for you?" you questioned, fear spreading across your face. You were beginning to wonder what you did this time, before she cut your thought train off.
"Where have you been? Did I say you could leave the house for so long? You know you're not allowed to go far from the house." she said, glaring at you.
"I was at E/N's house, dropping some things off..." You said, voice trailing off at the end.
"Did I say you could go to E/N's house? No, I did not. You need to start listening to us and stop doing whatever the hell you want!" your mother screamed at you, "Now get out of my sight, you ugly fuck, don't let me see your face again!" she continued, and she kicked you away. You ran away, past your brother/sister, whose eyes were glue to the video game he/she was playing.
You ran into the bathroom, and sat against the door. You hugged your knees and started crying the hardest you could, and tears that were left from you confrontation with your ex. Your body started shaking as you started choking on your own breath. You knew no one was going to bother checking on you, they didn't care. No one cared. You didn't have E/N to be there for you, you had no one. You were so alone, so uncared for, your heart ached. Now all you had was your best friend, Dave Strider. He probably didn't even care about you either. He could just be playing some sick, ironic joke about even liking you. You were sure that no one needed you, or even miss you. Everyone you knew seem to want you gone, even the other kids at school. You decided you were going to say goodbye to Dave, and then do the whole world a favor.
You got up off the bathroom floor, and stood in front of the mirror. You wiped your tears and took a good look in the mirror. Everyone was right, you were hideous. Your face was ugly, your weight was off, your hair is a mess, and your voice was disgusting. You started tearing up again with these thoughts, but you wiped those away and stormed out of the bathroom, and went to the nearest phone in the house. You had to sneak past some family members to get it, but you got the phone and took it to the bathroom with you. Luckily from your long talks at night, you had memorized Dave's phone number. The phone hadn't even rung for a minute before he picked up on the other end. Which was odd for him to not wait a bit to pick up to seem cool and relaxed.
"Y/N? Yo, what's up?" I'm surprised that you called this early." the boy on the other end responded. Which, he was right. It was currently around three in the afternoon, and if you do call him, you usually call around eight or nine. All he heard on the other end was your breath hitching from your crying for about a minute, until you got yourself under control. "Uh...Y/N? You okay there?"
"Hey, um, Dave. I called you.. To tell you something. I just wanted to say goodbye." You responded, hot tears flowing down your cheeks as you smiled sadly.
"Goodbye? Where you going, my dude?" he responded, his face turning into one of worry, but it's not like you could see that.
"Where I should've been all this time, Dave, dead." you said, as your voice began to break down and you started to quietly cry.
"Oh shit, Y/N. Are you okay? You can come over if you want..?" he carefully said, not to force you to do anything.
"Dave, really... I'd love to and all, but my mom wouldn't let me leave the house." you said, sniffling as you wiped more tears.
"Y/N, you're going to have to sneak out of the house, then. My place isn't that far from there, is it?" he questioned, his voice getting soft. He was letting you feel the vulnerability in his voice.
"I guess not, I mean, its about a twenty minute walk..." you responded.
"Alright, then I'll see you in twenty. Don't do anything to yourself, okay? And I mean it. You're too special to feel pain." Dave said as he ended the call.
How were you going to escape the house without your mother noticing? You put the phone back and called your sibling over.
"Alright, S/N, I need you to help me with something. I need you to go in the backyard and then call Mom outside. Can you do that?" you whispered to him/her.
"Fine, only if you play F/V/G with me for a whole week." he/she said as she walked outside.
Your sibling stayed outside for a couple minutes before opening the door and called for your mother. She went outside with your sibling to see what was going on, and you took that as your chance to leave out the front door and started walking to Dave's house.
Little did you know what was waiting for you when you got there.
~like 25 minute time skip brought to you by not sleeping~
You got to the front step of the apartment building, and climbed the steps until you got to the floor Dave lived on. You walked to the apartment door and knocked
"It's not locked, Y/N." is all you heard from the other side. You opened the door and your eyes widened about as far as they can. Dave was sassily laying on the couch wearing a party hat. Above the couch was a banner that read in really messy handwriting, "We like alive Y/N better". You then looked to the side and saw Bro cutting slices of cake for everyone. You walked over to the cake, and saw it was an ordinary birthday cake from walmart.
Dave got off the couch and turned over the banner to reveal an ordinary birthday banner. "Hey, we did our best for the 20 minute time limit." He said cooly.
"Y-you guys... You didn't have to do this for me, really..." you said shyly. Dave walked over to you and rested his arm on your shoulder.
"Yeah, but we did, and isn't that what makes us the best?" Dave said as he bent down and kissed your forehead. You suddenly felt heat start to come up to your face, and you started cursing at yourself in your head to stop embarrassing yourself.
"Dave, you're right. These nice things are what makes us the best" Bro added, as he walked over to you and Dave with a camera. Bro ruffled your hair as he hit the shutter button.
And suddenly you knew what was worth living and persevering for. These moments with your best friends.
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Word count: 1506 excluding this word count lol
Time taken: Two days
Materials used: Real life events, my brain, my feelings, etc etc
Picture to go with fanfic: http://xxstarry-skyesxx.deviantart.com/art/Fanfic-cover-657857533
