SKAM : Noora & Eva

4. The Gay Club

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Noora's POV

Me and Eva still began getting closer, and I felt like she was no longer my best friend but someone much more important. Although my feelings started crushing me, I still told myself I'd rather have lots of feelings coming at me at once than no feelings, leaving me completely empty. I basically lived at Eva's house so both me and Eskild gained more privacy. It wasn't like we planned it or anything; it just happened and I wasn't ashamed of anything that was going to happen.
When walking down the streets people gave us weird looks like they knew what was going on. I thought to myself that maybe Jonas had spilled something due to his anger.

Although Noora's feelings came to a realisation and she finally started to understand what she was feeling, on the other side Eva was more troubled. The fact that Vilde tried to hook her up with a bunch of different lads did not help. Eva had enough of all these fuckboys that she met and she just needed a break however Vilde was having none of it.
"Come on Eva, stop being so moody! I know what you need! You need some dick, I could hook you - "
Eva's death stare imiditly shut Vilde up. She didn't want to hurt Vilde so she quickly said - " I appreciate what you doing to me but I am not just really into dick."
Realising what Eva just said, she tried to correct herself.
"Not right now anyway, I need to see where I am standing with Jonas at the moment. He's still my good friend." - Eva continued to munch on her salad without making direct eye contact with anyone, especially with Noora.
"Well maybe if we go to Penetrators party friday night, you will get in a better mood. We should all go...please?"
"You guys can go but I promised Eskild I will go out with him for a few drinks. I don't know what he wants to do though, he has some really crazy idea's." - I didn't want to come to this stupid penetrators party anyway and from the look of Eva's face she seemed to think the same. I was right because she just opened her mouth and gave her excuse.
" I don't feel like partying so I'll just stay at home." - I gave her that look which meant "you are coming with me" and anyway I don't want to deal with Eskilds extreme idea's on my own so might as well just bring Eva with me.

Eva's POV

That night came and me and Noora were slowly getting ready for our night out with Eskild and a few of his "mates" or whatever you want to call them. I straightened my long brown hair, put a bit of eyeliner, mascara, and foundation. I dusted my face with a bit of bronzer and highlighter and finished the look with a nude lipstick.
"So Noora, do I look glowing?" -
I laughed.
" Sure, but now you have to help me apply this red lipstick. I have to make sure it says on all night."
"It should stay all night, unless you will go off and kiss random boys." - Noora looked right at me.
"I won't be kissing anyone, well not boys at least."
I didn't know what she meant so I just laughed. We walked out of Eva's house to come and meet Eskild and a few of his friends. It was a friday night and whenever I turned around all I could see is half drunk teenagers laughing and it looked like they were having the time of their life. Now it seemed perfectly normal for teenagers to drink, it seemed like it was the only way to fill in this empty hole and when it comes to myself I used to do that myself. Drink, and drink to have this temporary feeling, this temporary happiness but now although I don't mind a drink, I have so many more reason's to smile about. Instead of going out every weekend I would rather sit inside and get Noora to sleep over so we could watch a horror film. I loved our little nights in.

"Here come my two favourite party girls" - We heard Eskilds voice and walked over to introduce ourself to his friends.
"So what are we doing tonight?" - I asked. Knowing Eskild it's probably going to be something crazy but maybe that is exacly what I want to do right now. Be crazy, feel a bit of freedom. I glance at Noora to see her smiling and I think to myself; how can anyone look so sweet and graceful at the same time. I just feel all these emotions in me, I feel the energy moving around in my blood stream.
" Hello Eva! Wake up. We are going clubbing. And dont worry as long as you are with me they will let us in. It's a different type of a club so don't you worry."
"Fuck, I am scared. What have you planned?" Noora asked Eskild but he just replied with a cheeky grin running across his face.
We walked through at least 2 neighbourhoods, untill we arrived outside a grey building with a neon sign "Uteliv", it looked pretty much harmless yet in no way it looked like a club. Eskild walked over to the doors and pressed some numbers on the intercom, then the doors opened. We walked into a corridor, and made our way down some really steep stairs, it seemed like corridor had no end but finally after like 5 turning points and 3 staircases we got into a secret rave full of flushing neon lights, loud energising music. But the thing that shocked me was STRIPERS on dance poles. Male stripers, female stripers. Females grinding on eachover everywhere. So this is in. Eskild took us into a gay club. I ain't even gay. I looked over at Noora and she looked over at me. We both wanted to kill Eskild for bringing us here but since we are already here, we might as well get a drink. Fuck it.
I had no idea how the hell Eskild managed to get us in into a gay club without ID's but this place was magical. People not determined by gender. Drag queens looking better in that makeup that I could ever do.  What is this, a portal to another dimension? I did fancy drinking though, so I pulled Noora by her hand and we went to chat to the half naked bar man. He greeted us with  a luminous smile.
„Your first time here, ey? I can tell by your reactions." - he said loudly through the music.
We looked at eachover and smiled at him.
„So are you two together? You guys so cute!"
I started blushing and I was just about to tell him we are just friends but Noora shut me off with a look. Just her typical shut it look.
„Yeah we are. We are kinda new in this ehh... thing"
„We are?" I whispered. After a quick chat we started sipping on our drinks and after we were done I pulled Noora pointing at the toilet door with a big sign „Who cares who you are, just wash your hands. Germs spread"
Noora looked at me and she quicky tried explaining - „Look I wanted to fit in plus I thought it would be fun to play and pretend, right? After all this is a gay club" - Noora winked at me and I laughted.
„Yeah. This should be fun. I don't know how to play this lesbian game thing. How do we act?"
Noora looked me in the eyes.
"Lets act like we normally do. We can be a bit more touchy? We can dance so we sense eachovers bodies. I want to feel your energy within me."
"Wow Noora! You are really good at this acting game! Lets go and dance!

Noora's POV

After drinking 4 tequila shots and a few coctails me and Eva had the best time of our lifes. Pretending that we were together made me crave it more. Eva could barely stand so she leaned towards me and I grabbed her by her waist. I felt a spark. Electricity. Is this what best friends do? Is this a normal thing? Should I accept these feelings? Who I am?
"Eva are you feeling okay? After all you are a light weight"
"Yeah. I am fine. Can you just hold me? Everything's spinning" - I grabbed her closer towards me and we just stood while the world kept rushing and spinning full of flashing lights and loud banging music. But in this moment it was just us two standing looking at eachover. Before I knew our lips locked exchanging the hot air around us. I felt that spark again. All over my body this time. It's the electricity running through my body while I am kissing Eva Mohn. And in this moment we were slowly becaming one. It was magic. One soul in two bodies. When we stopped to look at eachover Eva asked - "Is this what lesbians do?"

Eskild POV
After a bit of fun I went to look for Eva and Noora as they disappeared to get a few drinks. Damn I supposted to watch over them and they were having the time of their lifes dancing on the dance floor and chatting with some drags queens about the lipstick they wearing. I rolled my eyes seeing how drunk of a mess they were. I wonder what they got up to.

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littlejay