I can't remember you...yet

chapter 3

So, it's been about a week since the announcement that we're preforming with the girls. They still don't know who the guest is, it's cute watching them try and guess. So, I decided that it's time to tell the girls about my secret and I'm not talking about telling them that I'm in love with them. no, I'm telling them about my dick, I thought it was about time since I've known them for years. I just finished cooking dinner and called the girls down. "hey girl's dinners ready, hurry I need to tell you all something" I just put the last dish on the table when all the girls arrived at the table. We all sat Ally was to my left while Lauren was to my right. Half way through I felt it was time so I stood up to get their attention. "ok so I have to tell you girls a secret that I've kept from you since we meet and only my family knows about it." As I took a shaky breath I felt a hand grab mine and squeeze reassuringly. "I was born a bit um... differently than most girls" I looked up to only be meet by 5 confused pair of eye. Dinah was the first to speak up "what do mean dawg" "um I was born as an inter sex person. My top half is female, while my bottom half is male." After I explained I closed my eyes waiting for the hate. Silence was the only thing in the room in that moment then a pair of arms rapped around me. "I don't care. Your Y/N to me and I love you just the same" I heard Camila say. Then the others joined the hug saying the same that they love me for me and not my body. I felt like a weight was lifted off my shoulders. Only if they know my other secret.

The girls POV

Only if she knew our secret. That we love her more than a friend.

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Y/N POV

After the dinner every thing went back to normal like nothing happened. the girl rehearsed for their final concert of tour. I practised the dance wanting I to be perfect. The girls still didn't know that I was going to be preforming with them. It was finally the day of the concert I had to drop off the girls at the arena because they had sound check and interviews they asked if I was staying but I told the that I had errands to run before the concert when actually the dance group and I where getting ready for the concert too. the girls were texting me asking where I was I had to lie and say I was already in the crowd, when I was just back stage. the show starts in about 10 minutes and everyone is starting to get really nervous. this is the first dance we've done in front of this many people and we're all feeling the pressure. 5 minutes left until the show starts and we preform in front of thousands of people and it worse for me because I'll be preforming with my crushes/ best friends tat no one knows about. A stage crew person stuck they're head into the room telling us to start making our way to the stage. This is it show time.