Viktor held back Yuri's hand, making it impossible for him to slit his wrists, though he so wanted to. The older skater pushed back the younger's soft, blonde hair and whispered, "Yuri, is something wrong? Do you want to talk?" as he slid his arm around his lover's waist and tightly hugged him, just to let him know that someone was there for him.
Yuri felt hot tears running down his cheeks, the thought of his boyfriend seeing him doing something so horrible to himself making him feel worse. Viktor wiped away Yuri's tears and told him that it was okay, and he would be okay. Viktor asked if he wanted to watch a movie or show, or if he just wanted to lay down for a while. Yuri chose the latter, as he felt he wouldn't be able to really "focus" on anything but his boyfriend's voice for a while.
Viktor led his boyfriend to their shared bed, slipping the blade out of Yuri's hand. They laid down on their soft and comfortable bed, though Viktor sat up immediately after.
"Do you want to talk about that, or just go to sleep? Any decision you make is okay with me." Viktor said to his boyfriend in a very quiet voice, as to be easy on Yuri's ears, knowing that he was in a fragile state at the moment.
Yuri mumbled, so quietly that even his boyfriend, who was leaned in very close to him, could hardly understand, that he wanted to talk a little bit, and go to sleep with Viktor afterwards.
And so they talked for nearly 15 minutes--mostly about why Yuri was self-harming in the first place, and slowly the conversation swept into Viktor telling Yuri how much he loved him, trying to recount his love from the day they first met to where they were now, but he skipped out on many things. The conversation ended with Viktor kissing the scars on Yuri's arm, slowly going down, in an attempt to show that he still loved his boyfriend even with all the scars on his body, and all the mistakes he made and regrets he has.
They fell asleep facing each other, Viktor's arms wrapped tightly around Yuri.
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