My so called "Friends"

Deb

Depression ...

Something so simple but so complicated

After 7 years of struggling with it I have come accustomed to it already.yiu don't have the will to continue anymore .

It's a battle in the morning to even wake up, to make you bed , to get ready.

I used to wake up excited I was one if the happiest kids you would have ever saw. I got excited for the simplest things , you bought me a cookie , you were considered like a god in my eyes just because of that. You buy me a cookie now , you're a monster, to me your trying to make me fatter.

It's hard to wake up in the mornings., I feel like there is no need for it, why should I if the world is a horrid place where people suffer.

It's hard to get all "dolled" up, I feel like I'm just wasting beauty products doing that since ill still look hideous.

I feel like I'm going to break down at any given moment. I feel like I can't breath because there is a knot in my throat 24/7.

My antidepressants have to be changed quite often , I always seem to get a higher dosage. sometimes just tripping makes me want to cry.

I just want to truly smile again

I want to have a sincere laugh

A true giggle

I just want to feel something else.