*Edds POV*
Tom's been really depressed lately but me and Matt try to keep him happy. After Tords death Mark asked if he was still there we said no.
*Tom's POV*
It's been hard for me mostly but I've been sleeping in Tords room for a week or two and his hoodie smells just like him and I love it.
*Matt's POV*
"Hey Tom me and Edd are going out for a few days is that ok?" Tom nods. As we pack our clothes we go to the car but before we left we hugged Tom and told him not to hurt himself.
*Tom's POV*
As they left I ran to Tords room and laid down. After that I got depressed and grabbed a knife. I told myself, 'Edd and Matt told me not to but....I want to....' As I started to put the knife on my arm and go deep. I took a deep breath and quickly ran it across my arm I screamed in pain. As I started to bleed I cried and kept going deeper and deeper. I stopped because I was bleeding a lot so I ran into the bathroom and cleaned up. I wrapped my arm then put Tords hoodie back on. I let out sigh...
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A/n. So yep sorry this was short and the next chapter I will put the surprise but until then bye!
