Explosion

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I couldn't get my mind off of it. How has he already moved on? Did he really even love me? My mind was pretty blank my first four classes. I'm not even sure what the teachers talked about. I was super hesitant to walk into the lunch room because of you know who, and sure enough the was sitting with that same girl.

I rolled my eyes. Yea that's right, I have sass.

I continued through the lunch line and picked up a peanut butter sandwich and some ships. How healthy.

Trying to figure out where to sit was always a struggle since I used to always sit with Alex and his group of friends. They were my only friends if I'm being honest. I took a seat towards the middle of the cafeteria. All by myself.

Instead of looking like a loner, I scrolled through Instagram while I ate. I could always count on memes to make me smile. Then I felt the table dip down and heard someone clear their throat.

When I looked up my eyes went wide and I think I even let out a small gasp. "Hey Kani" he said. Butterflies in my stomach were on full speed. "H-hey, um what's up?" Real smooth kalani, real smooth. "Do you uh, do you think we can talk?" That's all he had to say as I was quickly nodding my head and following him outside of the cafeteria.

We walked outside and he led me to one of the benches on the side of the school. The bench we always went to. I followed his lead as he sat down and turned towards me. "I've missed you so much babe. It's been torture seeing you everyday but I didn't know how to walk up to you. Fuck, I just miss you Kani"

Well damn I wasn't expecting this to happen today.

I sat there, unsure of what to say. I probably looked stupid, but fuck. Was what I hearing true?

"Shit I probably look really stupid and I might even seem desperate but I love you so much Kalani. I don't know why I broke up with you but baby I need you. You're my everything"

F U C K my life is confusing.

"Al, why did you do it" I simply asked. What else was I supposed to say? I was still in shock.

"If I'm being honest, I don't know. I thought I wasn't happy and I definitely thought you deserved better. I mean, why would you want to date someone like me? But after losing you, i don't know it fucked me up. I guess you don't realize what you have until it's gone, yeah?" and after I didn't respond, he kept going. " Kani you were the best thing that ever happened to me. I don't know if you're going to forgive me for what I did, but baby I need you. You are my world and fuck I can't let you go again. Not without trying. Please babe. A second shot?"

I nodded my head and hugged him. I hugged him like I was never gonna let him go because I wasn't.

"I love you so much Alex."

It came out sort of muffled since I head my head buried in his chest. Damn I missed him and the way he smelled. American eagle cologne and mint. Fuck it's basically what heaven smells like.

He looked up into my eyes and leaned down, capturing my lips with his. I should know where this is going and I should stop it, but I don't want to. So I don't.

He pulled me onto his lap while still kissing me. He even managed to sweep his tongue inside my mouth. I moaned.

"Wanna skip the rest of the day? I think we need some time to ourselves" he said with a wink at the end.

I bit my lip and contemplated on what to do. Even though my mom will likely find out and will likely ground me, I nodded and he walked me to his car. Even the fucking car smelled like him (heart fuckin eyes).

As we drove to my house, (because no parents in you catch what I'm throwin) he placed his hand on my thigh and ran it up and down. I just sat there in pure bliss. What the fuck is he doing to me?

My house slowly came into view and Alex placed the car in park.

"Last one in is a rotten egg" I said and began running towards my front door. I was giggling and laughing the whole time until I felt my feet being lifted off the ground and two arms coming around my waist. I even let out a little shriek.

My back was against the wall of my front porch as he began kissing me up and down my jaw line. I really hoped my neighbors weren't watching because this definitely wasn't rated PG. I couldn't do anything but moan as I felt a hand grasp my butt. Then he pulled out my house key. Sneaky little snake.

He pulled me inside and threw me on my couch. "I've missed you so fucking much baby. It's been too long" he said out of breath. "Yea" was all I could manage to say. He fell on top of me and placed his hands underneath my shirt, trying to unclip my bra. Before anything could happen we heard a knock at the door.

I sighed, slightly irritated. I got up and looked in the blue and grey mirror hanging on the wall. I needed to look presentable, not like I was just making out with my boo. I think I even heard Alex mutter "of course" under his breath. Same babe. Same.

When I opened the door I was surprised to find Zayn standing there. With my backpack. How the fuck did I forget my backpack? Shit.

"Babe who's at the door?" Alex came up behind me and when he saw it was Zayn, he put an arm around my waist. He was always protective of me, especially around guys because "you can't trust any motherfucker" His words not mine. I fucking loved it when he acted like this.

"Uh you left this at the school" he said. Was that an accent I heard? British or Australian I wasn't sure yet.

"Is that all you want" Alex questioned, obviously in a bad mood because of Zayn randomly showing up.

"Woah okay mate, don't be a dick. I was doing a favor and bringing your girlfriend, which is incredibly beautiful may I add, her book bag that she may need for school so just calm the fuck down." Definitely British. Alex's grip tightened and I placed my hand over his, telling him that it was okay.

I turned towards him and told him to go grab a drink of water while I talk to zayn. The amount of tension in the air could be cut with a knife. Surprisingly he listened and I closed my front door behind me as I stepped outside. "Thank you Zayn. I didn't even realize that it was missing" I said with a smile, trying to ease the tension from a minute ago.

"Don't mention it. It's the least I can do for someone as beautiful as you." I blushed at his words and looked at my feet. I needed to repaint my toenails.

"Well I'm gonna go. Bye Kalani" he said and quickly added a wink behind his words. I didn't even have time to say bye before he began walking down my driveway.

What the fuck just happened?

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