I don't think it's okay to feel so awful about yourself when nothing has been done. crying over and over again, but for what?! So, can let it go? So, I can be free from it all? What I've done isn't going to make me that awful person I think I am but it will for sure shape it.
Every day I think to myself how great the day will be and what possible new things I can begin to open up for myself, when it's all a lie. The sun may mark a new day but the body and mind has stayed the same. The people, the places; you get a habit of say the same things over and over. You try your best to improve for yourself and others but you can't stop seeing the creature you've become.
I want to say I give up. I give up. I give up try, letting myself down, improving myself for the sake of others and I give up trying to be something I'm not. The one thing that matters is how beautiful and strong you put yourself to be in. Those who put you down are just down themselves, so I say give on the battle and bring peace with yourself and all.
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RandomThis story is a series of thoughts and each piece has a voice on thoughts that I and maybe you've had. These pieces have no structure (in my opinion) so please excuse that. Please enjoy the series on unpleasantness.
