Starry Nights & Budding Flowers

Lost

I'm lost.

everyday my mind, soul and thoughts 

are dragged to the deepest and darkest 

corners of the world. 

The corners where love is something

that is celebrated and cherished.

The corners where love is not found, 

and is something that is envied. 

The corners where happiness is 

something that is found everyday

and is present in everyone. 

The corners where happiness is puzzling

and is lost 

never to be found again. 

And sometimes, 

I think about myself 

I wander the deepest

darkest, corners of my mind 

shivering as I look into the 

corners that hold no sunshine

The corners that plead for 

some ray of light to shine through 

or some sliver of happiness 

The corners that scour the darkness 

finding fake smiles to plaster over 

the never-ending frowns.

The corners that are still mending from

the last heartbreak and are

still trying to figure out how 

to love or trust someone else.

The corners that are puzzled, 

confused as to why I cannot love 

someone else, the parts that 

want to love, but can't. 

I'm lost. 

And I'm waiting for someone to find me.