The Voice In My Head (bXb)

Chapter Six: A psycho love story

Lance stared down at the clothes the boy gave him, a slight smile formed on his lips. He picked up the shirt and held it to his nose, breathing in slightly. He smiled more the sweet scent filling his nose. Almost like sweat and strawberries.
So sweet
He quickly put on the clothes discarding the wet ones in the blue plastic hamper. He wondered how that boy didn't notice his blood stained hands.
"It won't last long fool, just shut up and keep away from him,"

"No."

I got up and opened the door stepping out into the hallway looking around a little. He walked down to the end of the hall and saw a room, he knocked slowly waiting for a response.

"Yes?" Jermy opened the door and Lance went wide eyes seeing how close they was maybe just a inch apart.

"H-hi," lance stuttered. He talked. He finally talked to someone. Jermy was also surprised at this.

"Hi there," he opened his door more smiling.
"Wanna come in?"

Warmth filled Lance's veins, something he never thought he would experience. Ignoring the constant screaming going on in his head making his fingers twitch he walked into Jermy's room. All over the walls was posters with groups of people on them his bed was the same way.
"They are all my favorite bands," once was was inside the room as well he closed the door.
"Bands?" Lance tilted his head looking at Jermy his brown eyes looked so innocent to Jermy. Jermy chuckled sitting on his desk.
"You mean to tell me you never listened to music?" Lance shook his head and stood in the middle of the room gazing at all the posters and nic nacks. Jermy got up and grabbed his phone and a pair of headphone then plopped on his bed. "Here I'll show you," he patted beside him and lance looked confused slowly sitting beside him. Jermy held out one of the head phone "put this in your ear," Lance did what he was told and after a few seconds loud music blared in his ear making him jump.
The boy laughed. "Silly it's just music, listen," he did. And he liked it very much. His tense muscles relaxed, smiling as he closed his eyes.

~time skip~
    Peace. Peace is what Lance felt while he was at Jermy's house.. It was so nice.. Although the news went blabbering about Lance's foster father was found dead by his foster mother everyone thinks that it was a robbing that some one broke in their house, took me and killed my foster parent. Jermy didn't know the foster boy missing, was lance and the 'robber' who killed Mr. Maccall was lance.  Only lance and Ghost knew the truth. 
It's been a week since that happened and since then Ghost doesn't bother Lance much. He feels.. Normal here. Even though jermy's occasional smirks drive lance crazy and this weird feeling of heat forms on his cheeks.

     Lance begged Jermy not to make him go to school, so he didn't. Late at night the two boys would lay on the couch and watch silly, scary, or even romance movies, of course lance would laugh at the scary movies when someone's hand would get chopped off but still to Jermy the innocence lingered in his brown eyes. Every night Lance would fall asleep in the embrace of Jermy Black.

Lance p.o.v
~morning time~

I whimpered at the bright light hitting my eyes. Inhaling tiredly I slowly blinks my eyelids. I sat up realizing I was laying on Jeremy's chest that weird feeling of heat on my cheeks came again. Jermy was sleeping so peacefully. Beautiful angel... I got up and took a shower the warm water feeling cascading down my back. I hummed softly then looked down the water flowing down into the drain turned into my favorite color... Blood
I gasped and stepped back it was all over me blood splattering the walls.

I started hyperventilating
No no no no jermy.. Jermy JERMY NO!!!
I screamed as loud as I could falling on the shower floor gripping my hair

I'm a Monster!! What have I done!!!! 
I was losing my mind when strong arms picked me up and pulled me against his chest.
Jermy..
My eyes were wide in fear my whole body trembling.. He's okay.. He's fine..

"Hey hey! Lance are you okay?" He looked as terrified as I was. I nodded slowly "yeah i-im okay.. " Jermy looked doubtful and all this time in his arms I just remembered.. I'm naked..my cheek did that heating thing again and I shakily got up from his arms drying off and putting on my clothes I swore I saw him watching my body while I dressed.
"We haven't seen enough blood yet LANCE!!!"
I shook my head and walked to my bedroom not caring if Jermy followed me.. I need to clear my head..slept through the nightmares and woke up in a pound of sweat, I ran my hand through my hair and got up to go downstairs when I opened my door he was standing right there...his black hair was covering his beautiful blue eyes.. My breathing hitched as he stared at me.. Those beautiful eyes.. That saved me from being so alone.. I couldn't stop my hands from cupping his cheeks. He smiled at me turning his head to kiss the tips of my fingers. I finally found what I've been Searching for....

(God this chapter was so awful! But there you go chapter 6, now DUH DUUUUH DUH there's only 10 chapters so guess what! Its almost done since I only have 4 chapters to go they are gonna be super long like this one was ⚠warning⚠ the next chapters will involve shocking discoveries, sex, blood, and tears ^.^ be ready )